The sky is dark here
Where my mind has been banished
Forbidden, lost

I know everything
That I 'do'
That she makes me do
What my body is being
Forced to do.

I'm so aware
My sky mimics the mind

A field of flowers
Dark clouds and black sky
Elements of security
Fear, depression

I'm scared
How long can my mind
Hold out?
How long will it stay here?

Hidden, hiding
Forced away

Will I return?
Will I survive?

What will happen to me?

Can I break out
Be released
No longer controlled...

Will I be myself?

The flowers around me
Fall, bend their heads to the ground
And cry.

Like me.