A/N yeah, this came from me rewatching iKiss and seeing how much they L-O-V-E each other! I own nothing even though i wish i did!

He was her first kiss. Her first messy, sloppy unplanned kiss. On his fire escape after their biggest fight probably ever. He tasted good – like oranges and chap stick. She would deny it even under torture, but she liked kissing him. Yep, Sam Puckett liked kissing Freddie Benson.

He gave her, her first butterflies. No, not wannabe moth things, that strange empty feeling in your stomach like when you're on the Drop Zone and you fall a hundred feet in the air. At first she thought it was just indigestion from eating too much bacon, but you don't get indigestion every time you see that dweeb smile. It's the reason why she tackled him so much, she liked touching him. It gave her those butterflies and she and those butterflies saw each other so much, they became real good friends.

He was the cause of her first jealousy. Carly was her best friend but it drove her crazy to see them together. Freddie had had a crush on Carly for years, and no one thought it'd ever come to anything. But it did. When he saved her life, he became her hero and she was his damsel in distress. Of course, Sam was thankful that Carly was safe, but why did it have to be the reason that her and Fredweirdo got together? And even after they broke up, Sam could see them giving each other the eye and the big green monster came out again. It made her want to smash something. Or cry.

He was her first time. At Carly's eighteenth birthday party, they both got way too drunk and decided it would be a fun idea if they slept together because both of them hadn't done that with anyone before, and they just wanted to get it out of the way. They stumbled up to the iCarly studio and did it in the dark on the beanbag chairs. It was crazy – so awkward and funny and good. They both had no idea what they were doing and they were both totally wasted so the whole experience was hilarious.

He was her first heartbreak. After that night he wanted to pretend that nothing had happened. It killed her to have him ignore her; he wouldn't even bicker with her anymore. She was completely shut out from his life. Carly knew something was up, but neither of them said anything. They never said anything.

He was the first person she missed. When he was gone, it was like someone had ripped off one of her limbs. He went off to University and iCarly ended. Carly went off to University too and then it was just Sam left behind like usual. She got a job at a rib shack but somehow they didn't taste as good without him there to yell at her. She never told anyone this but each night he was gone, she cried herself to sleep.

He was her first love. On that day when he wandered into that greasy restaurant she worked at, she swears her heart skipped a beat. She saw him before he saw her, and when he did finally notice her, his jaw dropped open and he stared at her in shock until she said something rude and sarcastic. He smirked and she smacked him. After that, they just sort of fell into a pattern. And the next time they kissed, it was because they both wanted to.

He was her first annoyance. Her first pain in the ass. Her first person she wanted to smack with a mallet and hold tight at the same time. He could drive her crazy or make her cry. He had that much input into her emotions. But she had the same kind of control over his emotions too so it was fair.

He was the only person she ever wanted to be with.

He was the only person she ever married.

He was the only person she ever had kids with.

He was the only person she grew old with.

He was the only person who loved her as much as she loved them.

He was the only one for her.

A/N i wrote this really late and im so tired but the more seddie fanfics out there the better right? Please review and tell me what you think!