A/N HEY! THIS IS MY VERY FIRST FANFICTION SO I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND PLZ CAN U GIVE ME REVIEWS ON MY WORK I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT, THANKS! ALSO THE MORE REVIEWS, THE MORE I WRITE, JUST SAYING!

AND I NOTICED THAT THEIR IS ALMOST NO STORIES WHERE LUCY COMES BACK STRONGER WHICH IS A GALU SO I THOUGHT I WOULD DO ONE FOR THE GALU FANS( THEIR ONE OF MY FAVOURITE COUPLES IN FAIRY TAIL!)

AND DONT WORRY ITS NOT JUST ONE CHAPTER, THERE IS MORE!=]

DISCLAIMER: I DONT OWN ANYTHING, UNFORTUNATELY =[

LUCY POV

The light streaming from my windows had awoken me from my slumber and i slowly rose to a sitting position and rubbed my eyes. It was another day. Another day of pain and heartache. You might be wondering what I'm talking about, well... I don't like to talk about it but ever since Lisanna came back from Edolas a few months ago, everyone had started to cast me away and down right ignore me. I now only have a few friends; Gajeel, Pantherlily, Juvia, Wendy, Charle, Mira and Master.

I now spend most of my time going on missions with Gajeel now and sometimes Juvia but when they are busy I usually go solo. When I went solo I gradually came back with less and less injuries which made me think that I was getting stronger with my celestial spirits. But I know that I am still really weak compared to most mages in the guild.

But I decided now is not the time to feel sorry for myself, with the S Class trials coming up. Lately I have been spending some time training as well in the missions. So I decided to face the guild and got of my comfortable bed. I went over to my dresser and got out a pink tank top with a white heart over my( ironically) heart, a dark blue denim mini skirt and some underwear and a bra. I got them and went to my bathroom and took a shower.

After I got dressed i plaited my hair into two braids that went over my shoulders and left my bangs out. I then pulled on my signature boots and clipped my celestial keys onto my belt. I then made my way out the door, not before locking it.

While walking to the guild I was walking on the ledge on the side of the river and started thinking about my feelings about a certain iron dragon slayer and blushed at my thoughts. At that point I knew it was a crush but I'm not sure if it's anything more, but I hope it is.

At the beginning of my crush I felt extremely guilty, because of Levy, but I soon got over it when Levy and Jet announced being a couple. I wanted to congratulate them but I was always pushed aside, so in the end I couldn't.

After my thoughts ended I realised that I was already outside of the guilds doors and took a deep breath. I slowly pushed the doors open and saw that only Mira, Gajeel, Juvia and Master was here.

"Morning Mira and Master" I said with a smile, walking over to them and sat down on a stool." Morning Lucy!" Mira and Master said in unison. Master then announced that he was going to go to his office. I was about to order a milkshake when I felt someone's presence behind me so I turned around only to face the sculptured chest of Gajeel. And of course I blushed." Do I mean so little to you that I don't deserve a good mornin eh? Bunny girl?" He teased. I blushed even further and mumbled a good morning.

"BLONDE HAIRED, RED EYED BABIES OR BLACK HAIRED BROWN EYED BABIES!" Mira squeak like the fan girl she is. And my blush turned even darker( if that was even possible). "MIRA!" I screamed at her in embarrassment. I could see that Gajeel had a little bit of a blush too before he turned his face away. Mira just shrugged her shoulders and continued cleaning mugs.

Which was when I remembered. "Mira, can I please have a strawberry milkshake" She nodded her head and started making me one. It was then that Juvia came over to us and said" Juvia says good morning to Luchan!" While sitting down next to me and the three of us started a random conversation about the missions we had been on until Juvia said she was leaving to help out a friend and left me and Gajeel.

So I turned my attention back to Gajeel. "So, what did you want to talk about?" I asked him out of curiosity. "Well I was going to ask you if you wanted to come with me on a mission tomorrow, if you want" he said in his usual gruff voice." Yeah, sure but why tomorrow?" I wondered why." Well you just got back from a mission yesterday! Are you trying to injure yourself! You stupid bunny girl!?" "Jeez, what are you my dad? Fine I'll take it easy. Happy?" Your probably wondering where I got the confidence to talk back to him, well since everyone started ignoring me we, as well as the other people who didn't, had formed a much closer bond than before. Which is mostly likely why Juvia doesn't call me her love rival anymore. A/N SHE NOW HATES GRAY FOR ABANDONING LUCY

Before he could respond Mira had already set my milkshake down" Here you go, Lucy" "Thanks Mira" I smiled kindly at her and gave her some jewels for my drink. It then as soon as I was about to drink it another question came to my mind." Hey, Gajeel, where's Pantherlily?"" Oh, he went back to the Exceed tribe for the day, anyway see ya tomorrow, Bunny girl" he said while walking out of the guild." STOP CALLING ME THAT! I HAVE A NAME! USE IT!" I shouted after him. And I was very sure I could here Mira giggling in the background.

I stayed at the bar for some time just talking about different couples in the guild with Mira when Team Natsu made their 'grand entrance' into the guild, which was almost full. This caused my mood to go sour because not only did they ignore me but I could always hear them talking about me behind my back and I knew Mira could too cause she always treated them a lot less friendlier than the others. And if your wondering the new Team Natsu consist of Erza, Natsu, Gray, Happy and Lisanna. Well it wasn't official but they were always going on missions together hence leave me out.

I was sure the people around me could sense my mood because Wendy came over to me and patted my knee." It'll be ok Lucychan, it'll probably be over soon, don't worry you still have us." At this I smiled, she always knew how to cheer me up." Thanks Wendy, and I hope it does end soon, my heart can't take this much longer" I said with a frown. She patted my knee again and returned back to her table where Charle was.

I returned my attention to Mira again but was interrupted by Natsu calling me." LUCY, YO COME OVER HERE!" A smile made its way to my face, were they finally noticing me I hope they are." Yes Natsu?" I said sweetly." Well you know how your so weak and useless, well we don't have any places for worthless bitches on our team so we are kicking you out and putting our glorious Lisanna in, and there ain't nothing you, you slutty whore, can do about it!" He said triumphantly while wrapping his arm around Lisanna who had a smug look on her face." But..." I said on the verge of tears." Ugh! Can't you tell where your not wanted, just leave you bitch!" Lisanna screamed at me. Her words was just adding to the pain building in my chest." Exactly so go die in a hole you slut"" Erza?..."" Yeah nobody wants you in this world, not even your dad and I bet your mother only died so she could get away from you!""Gray?" That was the breaking point for me, I couldn't stop the tears going down my cheeks but...that was before my mind registered on what he had said on the end. My mood turned murderous and I was shaking in anger. I could feel the murderous mood of Mira behind me but before she could say or do anything I had already snapped.

"HOW DARE YOU TALK SHIT ABOUT MY MOTHER! OR FATHER! THEY BOTH MAY HAVE LEFT ME BUT AT LEAST THEY TREATED ME WITH SOME DIGNITY! AND MY MOTHER WAS KINDEST, MOST LOVING PERSON IN THE WORLD! THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF ALL OF YOU!"My fists clenched until my knuckles turned white and I grate my teeth to try and stop me from lashing out at them. And if before hadn't gained everyone's attention, that sure did!" I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL, ALL YOU HAVE DONE IS IGNORE ME EVER SINCE LISANNA CAME BACK AND ONLY A FEW PEOPLE ACKNOWLEDGED ME! SO IM LEAVING AND WHEN I DO COME BACK ITS ONLY FOR THEM!" I was sure there was a puddle of tears below me by now and I sudden thought came to mind. I grabbed a bottle of the bar and smashed it. The guild was so shocked that no one dared to make a sound so the glass echoed through the guild. And then I used one sharp piece to cut over my fairy tail mark and stormed out of the guild with the blood pouring down my hand. And ignored the cries of Mira, Wendy, Charle and Master who had came to see what the noise was.

I could hear screaming as I ran away from the guild but I didn't want anything to do with it anymore. And so in a fit of rage I packed a suitcase with all the necessaries like clothes, toiletries ect. And I was so angry that I didn't notice my keys glowing brightly and moving until they flung of my belt and Loke appeared.

"What do you want Loke?" I tried to ask nicely because I know he or the rest of my spirits did nothing wrong." Well princess, I, as well as the other spirits, want you to know that you always have our support and we humbly request that we have permission to SMASH THEIR HEADS IN FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE!" He screamed at the end with a cloud of red surrounding him. Now as much as I wanted them to die I couldn't let them beat them up."No Loke! You can't beat them up for two reasons, one is that it would look cowardly and two you would end up killing them and you would all be banished from the spirit world and I can't have that! Plus they aren't worth it..." I reasoned with him.

"Ok princess, it's your decision and where will you be going now that you aren't staying in Fairy Tail. And you can store your bags in the spirit world if you like?" He tried to hide his anger but I could see right through him." Well Loke I don't know, maybe in a forest some place far away and that would be lovely thank you" I smiled at him to try and calm him down, which surprisingly worked." Ok but one question, what about Gajeel when he finds out about what happened, you know he's almost as protective as me when it comes to you and not to mention Juvia!?" He asked me. That was when the dread set in because I knew both of them would go on a rampage and destroy any and everything in their way to beat up Team Natsu.

"Well let's just think of it as their punishment for doing this to me." I said with my anger taking over me." Go back Loke, I'm just going to go bed and I'm going to leave tomorrow and you can deliver the message to the rest of the other spirits and tell em I said hi. If I need you I'll call you, got it! So no popping out of nowhere!" I finished my speech by going over to pick up my celestial keys and placing them on my bedside table.

While I went to get my pjs Loke left my bedroom and went to the spirit world and I went to go run my bath. I took roughly half an hour in the tub before I got out and changed. I quickly dried my hair and went over to my desk and wrote an angry letter to my mother with tears before switching the light off and going to sleep." Watch out Fairy tail, I'll be back" and with that I drifted of to sleep.