I do not own Glee or the song it's by Kesha I wish I did own it though…
Summery: Rachel has something she can't keep to herself anymore. This takes place after Original Song but Kurt has come back to McKinley.
XOXOXO
They have been in Glee practice talking about Nationals when all of sudden Rachel slams her books on the floor making a huge ruckus causing everyone to look at her.
"Rachel is there something you wanna say?" Mr. Schue asks his student hesitantly. Usually when Rachel is this way it gets scary and honestly he doesn't know if he can deal with that right now. With Nationals only so far away he can't handle a Rachel Berry freak out.
Rachel looks at her mentor and takes a much needed deep breath. Looking at Kurt and Mercedes quickly she stands up.
"I'm sorry to interrupt such an important conversation but I have something I really need to say or I'm going to go insane!" She exclaims.
"More than she already has?" Lauren jokes and Santana and Quinn snicker while Mercedes and Kurt glare at them.
"Rach why don't you just do what you need to do." Kurt says before the teacher can deny her, giving his friend a comforting smile. He knows what she wants to say and he hopes it works out for her. When he did something like this for Blaine at first it didn't work out well, maybe for Rach it will have a better result.
Rachel smiles at her friends as she walks to the middle of the choir room and giving her music notes to the band before queuing them to start the music.
My heart booms at the speed of light
But the exit signs always on my mind, always in my sight.
I can say that I really want to stay,
But the devil inside always wins the fight, always gets his way.
Jump out the window gotta get out on the highway,
Think things have getting too attached I need an escape.
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate, baby.
She was swaying to the hypnotic beat singing the Kesha song with everything she had. This may not be the most famous Kesha song known to the world but it's one of her personal favorites. She looks up and smiles when Tina and Brittney come up knowing they'd be perfect for backup for the chorus.
There is something that I gotta say!
But to everyone but Kurt's surprise it wasn't Finn she was looking at, it was Puck!
He was looking at her with a shocked expression unable to look away even with Lauren's harsh attempts to get him to look at her. She glared at Berry with a look that could kill. She doesn't like people taking what's hers.
It's disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It's disgusting.
Her, Tina, and Britt's voice did wonders as Rachel looks at Noah pleading with him to understand what she's trying to tell him.
It's disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.
"I'm over Finn, I've been over Finn since we kissed. I just didn't know how to tell you since you have Lauren!" Her head is screaming at her to tell him but she hopes he'll know why she's singing this to him.
My mind blinks like a traffic light.
It's green and red and stop and go. Changing all the time.
And it makes me scared, that I haven't loved.
That it's still right here, more or or or less.
She knows she hasn't had the best record of all time. Finn cheating on Quinn with her, then dating Noah to make Finn jealous while he tries to forget Quinn, then 'dating' Finn after babygate exploded, then dating Jesse who used her, then dating Finn again only to cheat on him with Noah after she finds out Finn slept with Santana.
She's afraid to fall deeply in love with anyone because she's afraid of getting hurt. She's been hurt too much already.
But in the end that's okay because she knows that's how he feels as well. He hasn't had the best record either and that's okay. There's no shame in being afraid of falling in love.
Stuck out in traffic, ya, I gotta go my own way.
My head is slipping, too intense I need an escape
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more than I hate, baby.
There is something that I gotta say.
It's disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It's disgusting.
It's disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.
She looks at Noah who still hasn't moved his gaze from him. He won't show her any other emotion but shock and that worries her a little bit. What if she made a horrible mistake?
She hates that he turned her into such a baby about this. She's Rachel Barbara Berry, she is going to be a star and is going to step on anyone to get her to where she rightly belongs! Unfortunately Noah makes her hesitate to do any of that, all she wants to do is touch him, kiss him, be with him.
It's disgusting.
Oh, it's disgusting
Oh, it's disgusting
Look at what you do to me.
Oh, look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.
Disgusting.
Everyone but Puck is up and moving to her voice, even Finn who's twirling Quinn as they listen to her song to his best friend, hell they even back her up. Him and Rachel were never good together, they had a poisonous relationship but hopefully they can have a healthy friendship.
Even Santana is moving to the beat. Sure Puck's her boy, but in the long run the first girl that ever got him to settle down and not cheat was Berry and as much as it pains her to admit it, even Man-hands is better for him than Lauren.
Everyone circles Rachel as she stands in front of Noah singing her all.
Chapter by chapter, I'm falling faster and faster,
Becoming manic and magic it's so romantic I panic, oh.
Hit the eject button but it must be stuck, somethings up.
What did you slip into my drink? Baby.
They all sing the closing chorus and watch as Noah and Rachel just stare at each other.
"Look at what you do to me." Rachel sings in a whisper as he finally stands up and looks at her.
No words were spoken he just takes her hand in his and kisses her with all he has. They never had the perfect timing but now in this moment, nothing could be more perfect.
When they break apart everyone is clapping for them screaming "LONG LIVE PUCKLEBERRY!"
That is…until Lauren punches Puck in the face.
"You two are disgusting. I quit this loser club." She says as she walks out of the choir room.
Everyone watches her leave until they just burst into laughter, even Mr. Schue, who wasn't worried about her quitting because Kurt was back.
They all look at Puck and Rachel still in each other's embrace kissing softly smiling at each other without a care in the world.
"Took you long enough babe." He whispers to her laughing softly before kissing her again.
Because Lauren was right, they were pretty disgusting.
THE END!
These song lyrics have been in my favorites forever because I wanted to make a one shot of this kinda iffy about it but hopefully you guys like let me know please! Maybe I'll do a two shot of this in Noah's POV maybe.