Facade
They don't see it
Why should they?
They don't see my fear
They think they're all that
Laughing at my pain
They run around
Ignoring me
Laughing at my hesitation
They try
I know they do
Why do I have these thoughts?
I keep on moving
Fear in my steps
But they don't see
It pains me to think
Of way back when
When everything went wrong
What am I doing
In this life of mine
Aimlessly seeing
Different people
Different places
Milling through life
Trying so hard to make up
For what I've done
Please if there's a God
Let him hear me now
I'm despairing
I feel so afraid
I believe that I'm desperate
I feel so alone
But I put on my happy face
And wish you could read my thoughts
I don't believe that being alone
Can cause such depression
Without good cause
So with a smile and wave
I'll keep this facade
Waiting for the day
When someone will see through
And I can rest at last