So this chapter is mostly just fluff (Destiel) and meeting a lot of the main characters (although not all of them). Anyway the next chapters coming up will have more pain in it, fair warning.


Group message: Dean, Bitch and Cas

May 10, 2014 7:32 pm

Dean: He's getting ready for his date…

Bitch: Should I care?

Cas: How are you feeling? I know this must be hard for you…

Dean: I'll be fine but it's so weird! I mean he's finally getting back on the horse!

Bitch: Again, should I care!

Dean: Yes bitch you should care, he's your father too.

Bitch: Shut up jerk!

Cas: Wanna go out tonight? I can get your mind off things, if you know what I mean. ;-)

Dean: God yes!

Cas: You'll be saying that later.

Bitch: Sext on your own time! Not on a group chat.

Dean: Too late Sammy it's already started.

Cas: Sorry Sam...

Dean laughed at the thought of making his brother uncomfortable. He lived for Sam's reactions. He also laughed because he didn't have to see Castiel's face to know he was blushing.

May 10, 2014 7:37 pm

Cas: What time should I get you?

Dean: ASAP, don't want to be here when he leaves…

Cas: On my way!

Dean: Thanks. I love you.

Cas: Love you too!

"Dean!" He could hear his father yelling from down the hall.

Dean dropped his phone and slowly rolled out of bed. He didn't know what his father needed but if he had to guess it was about this date he was about to go on. He stepped into his fathers room slowly. "You called?"

"Yeah." His father said nervously. "Which looks better? This suit with this tie or these jeans with that shirts."

Dean took a loud sigh. "I don't know dad. Where are going?"

"Dinner and movie."

Dean looked at him and gave his father one of Sam's bitch faces. "If you're going to dinner and movie why would you want to wear a suit?"

"I don't know Dean." His father was putting the suit back in his closet. "I'm just...I'm nervous. It's been so long."

"I know dad but you'll do fine."

His father looked down trying not to show how upset he was. "It's just after Mary...I...I never thought…"

Dean looked at his father with both sincere concern and hope. "Dad you'll do fine. You and Ellen have liked each other for years, it's not like you're just meeting some random chick for the first time."

"Yeah...yeah you're right." His father smirked a little. "So what are you up to tonight?"

"Cas and I are going to hang out at his place." The doorbell rang just as he was saying that. "And that's probably him now."

Dean was already out his fathers room when he heard him yell "be safe, use protection, and be home by mid-night!"

His face went red, when he'd told his father he was gay he had thought he would have a fit and disown him. His father was actually really cool about it, he just loved to tease Dean, but he was never insupportivitave.

When Dean got to the door he saw Cas in his old beat up leather jacket and holding two helmets in his hands.

Dean looked at him slightly annoyed. "Come on Cas? Why'd you ride the bike?"

"I wanted you to hold me tight." Cas said with a flirty smile.

"That thing is a death trap."

"And the Impala isn't?"

Dean looked pissed about that comment. "I take care of my baby."

"Never said you didn't." Castiel tossed Dean the helmet as he started backing up towards his motorcycle. "Come on you big baby, let's go!"

Dean sighed and looked up at his fathers room before closing the door and following Cas to his bike. He very reluctantly put the helmet on and sat on the back of the motorcycle. "I swear to god Cas if you go faster than 70 mph I will kill you."

"When did Sam become more fun than you?" Castiel asked in a mocking tone.

"You think I'm joking Novak? I will kill you." He said sounding serious.

Even though Cas had on his helmet you could just tell he was smirking underneath it. "Like hell you will, you love me too much."

Dean had no choice but to hold onto Castiel tight as he pulled out of the driveway, going much more than 70 mph.


What should have been a twenty minute drive only took about ten minutes because Cas drove way over the speed limit. Dean could be reckless at times but there was no denying Cas was the worst driver he'd had ever seen. "Cas you really need to slow down when you drive."

Castiel smiled and gave the answer he always did when Dean said that. "Too much to see not enough time."

"There won't be anytime if you die." Dean said gruffly.

Castiel smiled and got closer to Dean. "You're just grumpy because you hate it when you're not in control." Cas had to stand on his tiptoes to kiss Dean.

They kissed for a while and when Dean pulled away he saw disappointment in the shorter males eyes. Dean was suddenly saddened looking at him.

Although Dean was right in front of Castiel, Cas could tell that his mind was thousand miles away. "Dean, what's wrong?"

"I'm just going to miss you." The taller male said wearily.

"I won't be that far away and we still have all summer."

"I know but the summers not that long."

Castiel took Dean's hand and was rubbing soothing circle on the back of his palm. "You can always come with me. I don't have to live in a dorm, we can find an apartment." He said this with hope although he knew that that idea could never work.

"You know I'd love to do that but I can't. Now that Bobby's gone again someone needs to take care of the auto shop." Dean pressed his lips to the shorter males. "I just...I love you so much and I'm going to miss you."

"I know, I'll miss you too but lets not get nostalgic over the future. Let's live in the now"

"I like that idea." Dean started kissing Castiel more passionately.

It didn't take long before all their cloth were scattered on the floor. Dean was on top of Castiel for a while but soon Cas got tired of bottom and he was able to maneuver to top.

Dean loved when they made love, Dean loved everything about Castiel. His favorite thing about him, though, had to be how Cas use to be so shy and quiet and now he was well, on top. When they finished their love making they both just layed looking at each other. There was no talking, they were just looking into each others eyes. Dean was running his hand through Castiel's hair and Cas was laying his head on Dean's shoulder. Before long they had fallen asleep.


I hoped you guys enjoyed chapter one, I have about a quarter of this story done so I will be posting the next chapter today or tomorrow probably. Please comment and review!