I had never been more nervous in my life, but I could never let Bella see that. The room was dark, both of our dripping bodies melted together as if we were one. Our lips moved in perfect synchronization, forming no more than a hushed whisper. As nice as the water felt as it rippled off my stone form, it wasn't the appropriate place for a deed like this. The walk from the water to the room with the bed was the torture. With my sweet Bella wrapped in my arms, her legs around my waist, our naked soaked forms pressed tightly together, it was the most sensual experience anyone could imagine.

I laid her on her back on the bed, following her down without my lips leaving hers. Her warm sweet smelling blood raced through her body and the monster I was groaned slightly as my sick twisted fantasies spun through my mind. My mouth ravishing her neck, her blood running down my chin as I licked greedily at her skin, her finger nails digging into my back, our hips thrusting against one another forcefully. I moaned again, even knowing that nothing like that would ever happen, it still turned me on beyond belief.

Her soft fragile hands ran through my hair, soothing me until I was back under control. I wanted to tell her everything I was thinking, I wanted her to know everything I wanted to do with her, to her, but I knew I never could, it would scare her. Her lips pushed desperately against mine, sensing she was losing me to my thoughts, fearing that I would back out on her. The fear of hurting her returned and my muscles tensed against my will and I heard her heart speed up more.

"Edward, we can do this, listen to me, I trust you, I love you." Her desperate whisper crushed me with guilt. I wanted nothing more than to pleasure her and repay her for everything she has done for me, why couldn't I just give her this one thing that we both wanted? I felt her shift under me, her arms pushing on my side, trying to roll me over. Knowing she couldn't move me without my assistance, I fell to my side, pulling her on top of me.

The view this aloud me was exquisite but I felt like a pig for even staring at her chest. She brought out the teenager in me, that much I was sure of. Her lips started at mine before swiftly moving down my jaw to my neck. I involuntarily turned my head to the left, giving her full access. To me, my neck was a far more sensual and arousing place than anywhere else on my body. Vampire's were known as sensual sexy creatures, multiple times the true monsters they are were hiden behind the arousing thought of drinking blood during sex.

Her teeth grazed my skin and I felt a jolt of electricity rush down my spine and I gasped for a breathe of unneeded air. Her hands found my hair again and her mouth pressed harder against my neck and I pushed against her.

I knew I should be much more nervous than this, I was a virgin after all, 100 years hasn't changed that. I took comfort from the fact that Bella was just as innocent as I was in this sense, we could both learn together. Everything I did with her felt so natural, like it was nothing at all to be completely nude in front of her, moaning in her ear, it felt right.

Her heat was directly over my need and she gasped against my skin as my hands trailed down her sides, slowly guiding her closer to me. I turned my head back to face her, reluctant to move her mouth from my neck, but also excited to finally get to do this.

"Are you ready? We don't have to go all the way if your not." I wasn't going to make her do this if she wasn't ready, even if that meant I would have to wait longer. We could do other things, no one said we had to go all the way the first time, their were many other ways to pleasure each other. Her eyes met mine and I could easily see the love and passion my own held reflected in hers as she nodded. I was once again over whelmed by the fact that someone as perfect as Bella could be meant for me, that she could be in love with someone like me.

She settled over me, her deep chocolate eyes locked with my pure gold ones. She lowered herself slowly, both of our eyes screwing up in pleasure. It was an intense feeling, like no other. Like I was told, it was the second greatest pleasure next to drinking human blood. I hadn't drank human blood in so long, this feeling might just about have been the greatest pleasure.

We moved together, gradually gaining speed, our kisses becoming more frantic and needy as we slowly climbed the steep hill of pleasure. Bella's exotic moans and gasps matched my own as our arms tightened around each other in pure need.

I twisted my head to the left as she chomped down on my ear lob, eliciting a sharp hiss from me, my teeth involuntarily closing around a soft pillow that was in my reach. The material gave way under my unstoppable jaw, but I was to far gone to even care or give it a second thought.

Bella moaned my name as she climaxed, the sound of her hoarse voice moaning my name brought me with her. The waves of pleasure were beyond words. I squeezed my eyes shut as Bella finished before I did, giving my all into containing my sounds of pleasure.

"Let go Edward, it's okay." Her soft voice in my ear was enough to make me comply and I inhaled sharply, my chest heaving slightly as I released inside her. Her hands tightened around me, she was comforting me. I wanted to hold her close, cuddle her, but my trembling muscles were locked in position. My body shuddered slightly as it flew down from its high, and I slacked against the pillows and the soft sheets with a comfortable sigh.

I had never felt more exhausted in my life, and if I didn't know better, I was sure I was seconds away from sleep. I hardly noticed as Bella collapsed next to me, her arms wrapping around my waist from behind. She was holding me, she never did that before. I loved the feeling more than I ever thought I would. I wanted to turn and hold her when I noticed that her arms, like mine, were shaking with weakness but when I went to turn, they tightened suddenly.

"Just lay still and feel." Was all she whispered in my ear and she rubbed her hands up and down my sides slightly.

"If I could sleep Bella, I would be in a coma right now." She giggled softly, planting a soft kiss behind my ear.

"I'm trying not to slip into one myself, I want to stay awake with you." The corner of my lips pulled up slightly as I reached for her hand that was trailing over my hips, taking it in mine. I brought it in front of me, taking it in both of mine and interlocking our fingers, playing with her wedding ring that was officially hers only hours ago.

"You don't have to stay awake love, rest, I'm not going anywhere." I shrunk against her chest, loving the feeling of being cuddled, I was comfortable in her arms. She was my light, my angel, my lover, my wife, and my best friend. How could I have ever thought I was happy without her in my life? Her warm breathe played across the back of my neck and I shuddered slightly, enjoying the feeling of her pressed up against me.

"Do you like this?" She whispered in my ear and I could hear it in her voice, she was drifting closer and closer to sleep and I chuckled slightly, closing my eyes as well.

"Yes Bella, I love it actually." Her hand tightened on mine slightly and I brought it to my lips for a quick kiss and I felt her shift with a sigh behind me, settling even closer. Within minutes her breathing deepened and evened out. I forced my breathing to match hers, if it was how she breathed when she was asleep, it must be a relaxing pattern.

I let my thoughts drift, the closest thing I would ever get to actually dreaming like a human, like my Bella. My thoughts ran through the first day I laid eyes on Bella, our first day together, our first kiss. I thought about how much I loved her, how she meant everything to me. She whispered my name quietly behind me and I knew she was dreaming of me as well. I sighed in content, kissing her hand again.

"Good night my wife."