Jealousy
I hate this. It's been like this just about every day for the past few hundred years. It's always Romano this, Romano that, and "Romano is so cute!" It's enough to make a guy wanna hurl. Which is usually what I pretend to do. But 'Toni always just laughs and Francis shoots me the stupid, knowing look. It's just not awesome.
This time around, Francis drapes his arms over my shoulders, breaking my inner rant. "You shouldn't pout. Although it does make you look awfully cute," he breathed into my ear in a lame attempt at seduction.
"Shut it Francis." I swat at his face. On most days, I'd probably go for it, but I'm just not in the mood for his shit today. "And I'm not pouting. Someone as awesome as me doesn't pout."
"Is something wrong?" Antonio looks between me and Francis with that damn confused, innocent face of his and I almost feel guilty. God only knows why he even hangs out with the two of us.
"Nah, it's nothin', 'Toni, forget it." I force a smile, even though I don't feel like giving the effort today. I doubt he even notices the difference though, since I'm such an awesome actor. "So what were you saying about the little eye-tie?"
Antonio makes a face; I know he doesn't like me calling the brat that, but I can't help myself. I really hate 'im.
I know it's kind of mean and pretty damn rude of me, but I start tuning 'Toni out about ten seconds after he starts rambling. I know I asked about him, but I really don't wanna hear about the latest 'adorable' thing Romano did. Instead, I just watch my best friend talk. The way his lips curl upwards in the cute smile and the way his eyes light up; I love it when he's like this. I just hate that it's Romano who's causing it. Romano… The little bastard that's always pushing 'Toni away, who tells 'Toni he hates him, who uses 'Toni, and has him in tears some days. I hate that the only one who can make him feel that much is Romano.
And not me.
Like I said, just… not awesome.
A/N: Just a drabble. I wrote it mainly because I was in a pretty depressed mood today and I felt like writing something in a first person perspective. I might continue it later (I can think of a few things I'd like to do with this) if someone wants me to. *shrugs*