I watch through my mirrors

I watch through my mirrors. The lives of others as I tried to have a normal life myself.

But, ever since I was born, I knew my destiny. The destiny to be alone.

I tried finding love. No go. My work -- keeping an eye on the time gates-- always

seemed to come first. EVEN a glimmer of hope.......

Which I hang on to for life............

I can't say how many times I've tried to be normal.

To at least have a companion for me.

Just like Haruka and Michiru.

They were both absolutely made for each other. They are so perfect.....

............. The perfect......match............

I wish I had Tsukino Usagi's happiness. She looks so graceful.....

When she's not klutzing out of course.

I wish I could find somebody to love me........

Comfort me when I'm down....... Pamper me......

....... Somebody to LOVE me........ Impossible.........

They say there's a person for everybody in this world.

I wish I could believe that.

I watch as Michiru and Haruka help me raise Hotaru.

They look so happy.

I wish I had EVEN a glimpse of that so called happiness

which I have longed for so long upon in my life..................sigh....

I sigh as I walk back in the portal...... In my senshi uniform......

Bound to protect everybody from enemies.

I walk back to darkness, loneliness.........

I walk back down to nothing.

As I still long for that little glimmer of Hope which I have for so long.........

wanted for........

Farewell traveler .......

Enjoy your life. Trust me, it could be worse.

Enjoy your life....... And those who love and appreciate you.......

So much......

Leave back to your life......... While I stay here......

Buried in darkness for ETERNITY......... So farewell........

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