Disclaimer: I do not own Mobile Suit Gundam Seed. If I did I wouldn't have had half of the people die.
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Today I woke up with the sound of my alarm clock, ringing. My eyes shed millions of tears of sorrow, for the ringing reminded me of the death and souls of despair.
"Today is another day full of sadness." I though to myself.
I put on my uniform. My uniform... there isn't anything sad about a uniform.
After getting ready for the day of sorrow, I waddled towards the dining room and ate my breakfast...alone. So alone... I am always alone. Okay, Flay, Mirialla, and Tolle were there but I was alone at heart.
I couldn't even look at Tolle during breakfast without feeling the guilt inside. Guilt that filled my soul. I borrowed his pen without his permission. I know, I should have asked! I'm such a loser. He hates me now. Everyone hates me.
Mirialla and Tolle left first. They left me. Everyone leaves me. I was alone with the psycho woman. The very, insane, psycho woman. I sometimes wished she was a Coordinator that way her insane gene would have been altered.
Flay kept yelling at me, saying how it's all my fault and I'm such a pussy. I used to cry whenever she would yell at me for no reason, but now I have gotten used to the pain. The horrible pain I endure all day. Horrible pain.
She left me. Oh, she left me. I was alone in the dining hall. So alone... I need friends.
I finished up my meal and went towards my mobile suit to programme it. Nothing sad happened, except the how spilt tea on my shirt. Murrue is going to hate me now! My precious uniform is dirty! I'm such a failure.
Programming makes me think, of memories of despair. My life is like fragile glass that has shattered into a million of pieces across the floor. Or a rose that is withering away and drying into dust. Or I need to steal that Prozac Lacas uses.
I went towards my room for a moment. Flay was inside waiting for me. She tried to seduce me... again. I don't understand what is with that woman. First she screams in my ear and a few moments later her hands are all over me. She apologised to me, which made my life full of depressing, sorrow and dark despair into a life that was happy. Happiness. It's such an illusion. I fell right into her trap. Such a loser. Oh well, at least I'm getting some even if it's from some slutty bitch who has been with the entire crew, Earth Alliance and ZAFT. I'm falling into a pit of despair.
I picked at my supper. My life was so horrible I didn't feel like eating. People think I'm anorexic since my legs are skinner than Twiggy's. I think my legs are sexy.
I decided to go to bed early, like I always do. I went to sleep thinking how my life is such a deep despair that is full of sorrow. I can no longer wear a smile. I... really need to steal Lacus' Prozac. Seriously, where does she get it? I've never met someone that happy. They must have made her that way in the genetic engineering process because she's too unnatural. So sad and full of angst. Need Prozac. Or a life.