Ok I decided to do another story so I hope you like It.
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Trina's POV
This really isn't a good day, I'm already late and my mother yelled at me this morning again for something that wasn't my fault, god! Why can't she just get off my back, I think I like her more when she ignores me...
I get to school and that blonde skank Sally comes up to me with her posy of bitches
"Hey!" Sally yells at me
I try to ignore her like I do everyone else, but she just keeps following me
"What do you want?" I say wanting to get to class and not get another detention for being late
"Why'd you call me fat and ugly?!" she says angrily
"I never called you that" I say getting annoyed
"Yes you did!" one of her stupid friends say
"No I-"
"You should really look in a mirror sometime" she says before I can finish and I snap
"FUCK OFF!" I scream at her
I hear some people laugh and mock me for my sudden out burst
"Oh is the fat arse getting angry, are you gonna cry?" she says with a mocking baby voice
I punch her in the face and she holds her now bleeding nose in shock
"Trust me, if I was going to say anything I would say anorexic twig, or skanky bitch" I say walking out of the school, with tears streaming down my face
I dont wanna deal with the stares today, so I leave, as far away from the school as I can
A few hours later I drive home, hoping my sister will just leave me alone, or better yet not be there at all!
But unfortunately she was sitting there on the sofa watching TV
"I can't believe you ditched school Trina, seriously first you wake up late so I have to walk to school and then you're not even there to drive me home, do you not think of anyone else? And why did you punch Sally in the face? She and her friends told the teacher you just came running up to her and attacked her! Her nose is broken!" Tori says flailing her arms around
"Good" I say simply walking upstairs to my room
"Trina! Urgh, I wish she wasn't my sister sometimes" I dont think she meant for me to hear that last bit, but I did and her insults hurt the most
Once I get in my room, I slam the door and just curl up on my bed and cry
Cry, because my parents hate me and will do anything to avoid spending time with me, because my own sister wishes I wasn't even related to her, because I have no friends, because everyone at school hates me and wishes me dead and lastly because I'm fat and ugly, everyone says so...
I grab my small pen knife from my desk and just stare at it for a minute
I press the knife against my skin and make a cut across my wrist, not deep enough to do too much damage, but enough to leave a scar and that's good, I deserve the reminder of what I am and the pain feels nice, it's great to be the one inflicting the pain to myself
And for a second I feel numb and the only thing I feel is the adrenalin rush and all my troubles are forgotten for just one second, but then it's gone and I have to cut again, and again until I have like ten cuts on my arm, guess I'm wearing long sleeves tomorrow
I quickly run to the bathroom and clean the cuts, and then I grab a jacket from my wardrobe
"Trina! Dinners ready!" Tori shouts from downstairs
I look in the mirror and make sure the fact that I have been crying isn't noticeable, I put some make up on and put on a fake smile
"Coming!" I scream
"Trina, Tori told me you got in a fight this morning" dad says putting on his stern 'I'm not happy' look, which is normal to his usual 'go away, I'm really not interested in what you have to say' look, which he only reserves for me
"Kind of, a girl at school said something nasty to me, so I punched her in the face" I say shrugging, not wanting to explain to him exactly what went on
"Trina, we've been through this, when someone says they dont like your singing, you dont get angry at them and hit them" my mum says, immediately assuming that it was about my singing
"You know what I'm gonna go for a walk" I say, dropping the fork I was holding
I walk out the door and slam it
"Drama queen" I hear one of them mutter, but I can't tell who said it because the door quietened their voice a little
I feel a few tears threatening to spill out, so I wipe them away quickly
I head for Cat's house because out of all of Tori's friends she is the only one that won't insult me, but then again she's always nice to everyone and she never says anything nasty to anyone
'Knock, knock'
"Oh hey Trina!" Cat says happily
"Hi Cat, can I hang out with you? I'm having some family issues" I ask faking a smile
"Yeah, sure, oh! Can we have a sleepover? Please!" Cat says bouncing up and down smiling widely
"I would love to but I dont have any spare clothes with me" I say shrugging
"Dont worry, my mum might have some clothes you can wear" Cat says dragging me inside and running upstairs, me following behind her
She walks into what must be her mum's room and then comes back out with a bunch of indigo and silver clothes
"I know you like Indigo and silver, so I just took all of her clothes that were them colours" Cat says shoving the pile of clothes into my arms
"Thanks" I say, I can't believe she remembered, not even my parents remember, they always just assume that I like the same colours as Tori (lilac and baby blue)
We get to her room and she starts telling me about one of her brother story's, unlike everyone else I dont tune her out and I actually enjoy hearing them
"One time when I was 9 my brother chased a stray cat up a tree and ran in saying 'help! Cat is stuck up a tree!' they he meant me so they called the firemen to get me down, when they got here my parents had to describe that my name is Cat, my brother called the cat, Cat and there was a mistake, the look on their faces was hilarious" Cat says laughing at her own story, I join in with the laughter, because it was funny
I also like hearing about her trips to the 'special' hospital with her brother
Then I ask her a question that has been on my mind since I got here
"Where is your brother?" I ask curiously
Then suddenly she bursts out crying
"Cat what's wrong?" I say, changing my voice into a comforting one, sitting closer to Cat and rubbing her back
"My brother had one of his episodes where he will just freak out, my parents weren't here to help him and I didn't know what to do, he ended up hitting me in the face and passing out, he wouldn't wake up! I was terrified and I had to call my mum and dad back from their date, we had to take him to the hospital and he went to a coma, that was a week ago and I keep feeling that it's my fault and I told Jade about it because she is my best friend, she made me feel a lot better but after that I overheard my parents talking about how the stress that caused his freak out was partly due to my attitude and I didn't want to bother Jade cuz she has a lot going on in her life and I'm really sorry to be dumping all of this on you Trina!" Cat says now fully sobbing
"Cat, whatever your parents say, it is not your fault, okay? Dont ever think that and I'm sure if Jade were here she would say the same thing" I say, wrapping my arms around her and letting her cry in my shoulder
"Thanks, so what has brought you here? And dont give me that 'family issue' crap, because I have just opened up to you, so I think I at least deserve the truth" Cat says surprising me, I never heard her swear before
"Ok, you probably heard what happened at school this morning" I say waiting for a yes or no
"Yeah I think Tori told me" Cat says twirling her hair in her finger
"well, Sally was saying that I called her fat and ugly, and that I should look in a mirror so I told her to fuck off and she started mocking me, so I punched her in the face and just ditched school, then when I got back Tori was yelling at me for not giving her a lift to and from school and about ditching school, then later at dinner my dad asked me about what happened at school and my mum just assumed that the girl was insulting me singing" I say a few tears rolling down my face and I dont bother to wipe them away
"Oh my god Trina! Oh I'm so sorry! I think your singing is amazing" Cat says trying to cheer me up
"You dont have to lie Cat" I say knowing I'm not the best singer in the world
"Ok, you could do with a bit more practice, I could train you if you want!" Cat says getting excited
"Sure, I'd love that" I say smiling
"Yay!" Cat says hugging me again
Hope you liked that chapter, because there will be more to come!
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