Okay, I gave up writting FF for lent. But this is a poem, so it doesn't count. :P

Based on .Leopards GONE Roleplay. From Cat's point of view about Zeb, her dad, like...15 years in the future from The '5 years later' RP. If Mia died having Cat and Steve, the twins, and Zeb had to look after them. But the furture plot things changes slightly...never mind. I'll just get on with the poem. Hope you like it! Please review!

xxx


3.30 am

They say I look like her.

The hair, the shape of the eyes.

Not the colour of course; that's yours.

Two drops of ocean in a pale face.

I wouldn't know.

If I look like her I mean.

A million times I have searched

For her smile, in old

Boxes and trunks and

Under the beds, looking

For windows to the past.

You have them all, I know;

Hidden from sight, as though

One glance, one

Single second of

Recollection is

Dangerous.

Maybe for you it is.

Maybe that's why you can't

stand to see me smile, because

My smile is

Her smile and

Our smile

Can cut open your old wounds

Abnd bring back the memories

Of a cold,

Whitewashed

Hospital room where the

Air smells of disinfectant

And loss,

And a half of me lies still

In a cold white bed.

Time of death- 3.30am