I don't own this duh! RT does!!

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It was New Years day, Wallace was back. Veronica should be so happy, and while she's glad to see him again she can't help but feel sad about Meg. 'I can't believe she's gone' she repeated throughout the day. She didn't know how Duncan would take it. What really bothered her is how she could keep her promise to Meg. She would have no control over where the baby could go. She hadn't heard from Duncan at all, he was gone for the holidays but should be back today.

She crawled out of bed on Sunday wishing she could go back in. She had been working at the hut while on holiday for extra cash. Jury duty took a lot out of her, but also a lot away from her friends. She got dressed and left a note for her dad. She had to go see Duncan, she had to tell him if he didn't already know. She was nervous going to her car. Nervous pulling into the Neptune Grand. Nervous taking the elevator up. But it wasn't until she had to use the card key Duncan gave her that she was really nervous. 'Where is he?' she thought. He told her before he left that he'd be back by now and they'd spend the day together. She wasn't in the room for more then a minute when she saw it. An envelope with her name on it. She walked to the table and picked it up. Sitting on the couch to brace herself for whatever it would say. She knew it was from Duncan but she didn't understand why he would write it. She began reading and a single tear rolled down her cheek in time for Logan to walk in with Kendall. He stopped when he saw her.

"How'd you get in here?" he asked as if she was just an intruder. Not someone he once told he was falling for. She looked up at him, wiping the tears from her face but her eyes went to Kendall. 'How could he?' she thought. A thought that went through her head everyday since she found out about them.

"Key" she said flatly, she wasn't moving and didn't plan on leaving yet. She sat back, setting the letter beside her. Eyes closed she hoped that he would disappear, like he was just a dream. She'd wake up and Duncan would call and it would all be over.

"Well, where's Duncan?" he looked around, noticing that Duncan things were gone. He was confused as to why Duncan left without saying good bye.

"Baby, I understand that shorty over there is missing her man, but I'm missing you. Let's go do what we came here to do" she said in a slutty voice. Logan ignored her and focused on the problem at hand. Veronica was sitting there, crying and Duncan was gone. Then the thought ran through his head, does she know about the tapes? He knew that if she did he'd be dead by now.

"Later Kendall" he said pushing her out of the door. "Find another kid to molest" he locked the door and turned to Veronica. He sat down and lifted up the letter, he wanted to read it but didn't feel it was his place. Before he set it down on the table Veronica looked over to him.

"You can read it" she said softly. Her voice was weak, he could tell this was something big. Something that she wasn't expecting. He pulled the letter to him and read it quickly. He was amazed, he didn't think that Duncan would write something like this to Veronica. She was supposed to be his first love. He set it down and looked at her. He wanted to hold her, he's wanted to hold her everyday since he got thrown out of her apartment.

"What happened?" was all he could think to say. He didn't understand what was going on. He waited patiently for her to answer but she didn't. He got up and opened the fridge, grabbing a bottle of water he handed it to her. She took it and drank it quickly. He couldn't help but laugh at how thirsty she seemed.

"It's a long story Logan, and I don't know if I'm ready to tell you," she said plainly. She finished the water and sat up. She thought that she should find Wallace, she folded the letter up and shoved it in her bag. She past Logan silently but stopped before she was out the door. She turned and smiled. "He might have left you one too" she closed the door. He wanted to run after her, do whatever he could to make her smile but he just stood there. He went into his room and there it was. He opened it and before he knew he was crying as well. He read the letter over and over again.

Logan,
You are my best friend, no matter how mad we were at each other. Take care of her, I know that you still love her. Maybe more then me. She deserves it and I haven't been what she's needed, I've lied and cheated. You never did that to her. Fight for her Logan. I won't be back anytime soon. Just don't let her stay too upset too long. Love you like a brother man. Good Bye

Duncan

He laid back with it in his hand. 'How did he know I still loved her?' he thought before falling asleep.

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I'm re-doing this chapters, just making sure they look okay...and such...kk