"SHUT UP!" shout Akhiko.

"But… Usagi-san, you mustn't keep going like this," said Misaki looking on the floor.

"I SAID SHUT UP! CAN'T YOU SEE THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU, SO JUST BUTT ON YOUR OWN BUSINESS! YOU'RE SO TROUBLESOME!" he shouts again.

Misaki just stood there silently, unable to look at Usagi as he knew if does, he will just snap and shout something that he doesn't mean it. On the other hand, Akihiko grab his jacket and the car key, and walk out the mansion. As soon as Akhikocloses the door, Misaki just break down. His vision becomes blurry and tears drop on to the floor. He went into hiding the corner of the living room, hugging his knee and buried his face in them. Crying silently.

Misaki woke up in the next morning and quickly ran to Akhiko's room to check if his back yet. The moment he opened the door, his face went pale and was in shocked. He quickly ran down, even fell down the stairs. He's convinced that this wasn't a dream, as he felt pain when he fell. He grab his beg and ran out, disbelief with what he saw.


Akhiko woke up for a moment when he heard a loud fall but he went back to sleep. Few hours later, he finally woke up, and saw a woman in his arm. He tried to figure who is that woman and why is she sleeping in his room instead of Misaki.

Suddenly, he remembered. He meets with his father on his way home that day, telling him that Misaki does not belong to him nor does the boy really love him. No matter how he tried to deny his father's words, the last one make him unable to denied. It is true that, he force this relationship on Misaki and that boy might just confuse the feeling of admired as love. Then, at that night, he went to drink till drunk and he remembered telling the one sentenced that is taboo to Misaki.

Akihiko saw that the door to his room was unshut and he realized that Misaki probably saw him and the unknown woman sharing a same bed, and Misaki misunderstood and was deeply hurt by his stupid action.

He quickly gets out from his bed and gets dress into a white shirt. He tried calling Misaki on the phone but it was a futile attempt. He took his key and drove to the university to pick Misaki. He waited outside but Misaki was nowhere to be seen. He waited and waited till the day become evening.

"Oi, Akihiko, what the hell are you still loitering around here? The university is going to close soon," said Hiroki, Akihiko's childhood friend.

"Just waiting for someone," replied Akihiko.

"Who?" Hiroki asked.

"Takahashi Misaki," he replied.

"Takahashi-kun didn't come to any class today. He probably just feeling lazy just those spoilt children, skipping their class," grumble Hiroki.

"Eh? How do you know he was absent?" Akihiko asked surprisingly as he sure he heard Misaki going out this morning.

"Because he got only one class today and that class is with me. It felt weird as he usually always present for every class so I went to asked his senpai where is him but it seem like they also don't know where he is or why he is not coming to class. I got to go, see you other time," said Hiroki as he ran toward a huge guy standing a few yards from them.

"Where are you, Misaki? Why aren't you answering my call" mumbled Akihiko.

He drove around the place where Misaki usually spent his time hoping to find him in one of those places but Misaki was nowhere to be seen. Hoping that Misaki might be at home, he drove back and wishing that he will be greeted by Misaki as usual when he reach home. But his wish didn't some true. Misaki was not home. Panicking, Akihiko ran to Misaki's room but the boy was not there, and all his belonging was not there as well. He tried to call Misaki but it was still disconnected and he decided to call Takahiro asking if Misaki was at his place or not, the answer is no. Misaki was not at his brother place not at his senpai's place.

Rushing out again to search for Misaki, Akihiko did not notice something till the next morning. A meal which prepared byMisaki last night and was left on the table together with a memo.

"This will be my last time to cook for you. I'm sorry if I minding your business again. I'm sorry. I like you; I really do but ... Please don't search for me anymore. Live you life well and farewell, Usagi-san. I hope you like today's dishes."

Akihiko was dumbfounded after he read the memo. Tears flow down his the table was a plate of omurice with a love shape decorated on it, octopus sausage as the side dish and miso soup. All of it was his favorite but he couldn't stop himself crying as he knew Misaki was really hurt by his action and words.

Hoping that this is a dream where he will wake up with Misaki standing in front of him worrying about him. Where he will pull Misaki into his arm, and kissed him. Yet, this is realty. Misaki really is gone.


Misaki spend his day at the neighborhood playground. He stare on the ground, thinking what he should do now. He doesn't want to bother his brother with his sudden unannounced visit. He has nowhere to go. The sky become dark and droplets of water started to fall. He started to remember what happened yesterday. He knew he shouldn't just disappear like as it definitely will make Akihiko sad or maybe not. While deep in his thought, Misaki didn't notice someone was calling him.

"Oi, Takahashi Misaki!"shout the man who saw Misaki at the playground.


Who is that man calling Misaki and what will happened to Akihiko now? Find it out at the next chapter.

Due to it is my upcoming my final exam, it might take a while for me to update this story. I hope you like it and thanks for reading and the reviews.