Author's Note: I basically wrote this drabble because I couldn't finish watching an episode of You're beautiful (a very good dorama) and I was upset…and this sad drabble was born. You can find the "original" in my profile lol.
Thanks again to Contes De Fees for beta'ing it.
He listened to the beautiful sound of the music as he watched the flowers bloom everywhere; he felt that everything was supposed to be fine. And yet he felt as it were the worst day of his life.
He wanted not to feel anymore… Because to feel hurts.
Misaki couldn't help wondering why everything had gone wrong, why he was like that in a beautiful day of spring…
If only he could not feel anymore. And as he tried to avoid thinking, his eyes saw it. And there it was.
"Why are you so cruel?" He asked as the tears flowed down his cheeks. "Why do you have to remind me… Suzuki-san?"
Oh, you want it back? I'm sorry you will have to get use to be without it for a while.
And in the moment the thoughts came back, he watched his hands.
One of Suzuki-san's beautiful ribbons lay interlaced between his fingers.
The tears kept flowing, the sun kept shinning, the music kept playing, the flowers kept being beautiful…
….And he kept not coming back….
Would his life be able to shine again?