-Songs about You-
Hi all! This… is my first fanfiction. Oh no. Haha, but don't worry! I'm not as bad as you might think. I role-play on a sight called GaiaOnline all the time. I'm literate- to their standards at least- and people compliment me a lot. ;;-3- Anyways! I hope you enjoy my fanfiction! nn
I've been thinking lately. Of all my twelve boyfriends, you are the only one who doesn't have a song. Twelve Sakura couples
Warnings: No Yuri, Swearing, sexual thoughts/actions/implications, and… uhm some other stuff? Like OOC! Yay?
Disclaimers: I own… Nothing! Not the songs, the anime! Nope, nothing. All the songs are © Avril Lavigne. Naruto is © Kishimoto, of course! And all the pairings… sorta belong to fangirls/fanboys? xD
I hope you enjoy!
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Songs about You
Take me Away
NejiSaku
She sat in her room. Alone. Staring at the wall with hard eyes. Or at least, they looked hard. But they… were hard with everything but anger. They held some happiness, but the rest was disappointment, grief, confusion. She… she didn't know what to think anymore. He was a complete asshole, and she was turning into him. Hell, she was already more cold than him. She had a sharp tongue, and a hard gaze. She closed her gray/turquoise eyes, letting a few tears slip out. Then… her phone rang. She opened her eyes, excitement and hope in filling her eyes to the brim. She shot up from her bed and scrambled to the phone.
"Hello?" she asked, hoping so very much that it was him. She bit her lip, and almost started to bawl when she heard the voice on the other end.
"Sakura?" he asked. It was a completely dumb question. She lived alone, did he think he called the wrong number.
"Yes… Neji?" she asked, not being able to control the emotionless tone settling into her voice. Sound happy, damnit! She screamed at herself.
"Hey. I was wondering if you… wanted to come to lunch with me?" a broad smile spread across her face.
"Yes! I would love to!" she giddily cried. "What time, anata?"
"Six o' clock. I'll pick you up," she glanced at her watch, and smile.
"Alright. See ya then. I love you,"
"I love you too," with those words, she hung up with a smile on her face. She ran to her bathroom, throwing off her clothes and starting the water. The pink haired kuno'ichi practically bit her whole hand off waiting for the water to heat up. Once it did, though, she drew the curtain back quickly, stepped in and drew the curtains closed again. It was five when she checked her watch, so she needed to take a quick shower. She hummed a quite tune as she lathered her hair with the soapy shampoo. She waited for a moment before rinsing it, and stared, almost disgusted as the water below her stained red with the dye. What? Did you really think her hair was naturally pink?
She'd dyed it before she was enrolled into the academy, because… brown hair on her was just… ew. Every four years she had to get it dyed again, so the colour wouldn't fade. Yesterday was one of those days, so the water would be turning red for a while. Sighing, she grabbed the conditioner and did the same, expect waiting a whole minute before rinsing her hair. Making sure every spot of the soapy hair product was out of her hair, she made the shower turn into a bath, and she sat on the bottom, pouring shaving cream into her hand. She quickly shaved her legs, making sure she didn't miss a spot or cut herself. She shaved her underarms and washed her body with her cherry smelling soap. She knew Neji loved cherries.
After rinsing her body off, she grabbed her red towel and dried her hair, then threw it on the ground in a ball. Taking her pink towel, she dried off her body. Then she took her hair blow-dryer and dried her hair more… efficiently. She brushed her teeth about four times, and practically smothered her arm-pits with deodorant. Smiling at her small, naked frame in the mirror, she brushed her hair. Running into her room- screw towels, I live alone!- she dug through her closet, finding the dress she wore on their first date. She pulled on a pair of skin coloured panty-hose and her underwear. Clasping her bra, she searched wildly for her slip. Letting it fall over her petite frame like a night gown, she smiled at her large mirror.
Unzipping the back of the dress, she stepped into it. It was a darkish green, matching her eyes. Her nails were painted several shades brighter, along with her toe nails. She zipped up the back and slid into her flat green ballet-looking shoes. She was ready. Sorta. Taking her make-up out, she put a thin layer of cherry lip gloss on. That was the only make-up she needed. She put her emerald earrings in, then went to sit on the couch. It was five forty-five and Neji tended to be early sometimes.
Her door rung, and she got up, checking her pink watch. Five fifty. She opened the door, and smiled at the dark brown haired male. He looked.. great! Hell, he always looked great. He wasn't really fancily dress up, but he wore a white button-up shirt with a black tie, along with a pair of black slacks. She gave him a hug, and he smiled lightly.
"Shall we go?" he asked, cocking his head to the side. She let go of him and clung onto his arm, nodding. Once they arrived at the restaurant, Sakura gaped.
"No, no, no. We are not going here again! It's too expensive!" she told him, letting go of him and standing a few feet behind him.
"Sakura. I have enough money. I want to treat you to a good dinner, and I want you to be happy!" he practically begged. He… he wants me to… be… happy? She thought, a shocked look coming into her eyes. Tears sprung to her eyes, and he jogged over to her, picking her up bridal-style. "Don't cry…" he whispered, kissing my forehead. I nodded my head. "What?"
"We'll go…" she whispered. He smiled weakly, and put her down, taking her hand in his.
"We'll go," he repeated, handing her a handkerchief.
"Arigatou, Neji," she sighed, lacing their fingers together.
"You're welcome."
The two ate dinner, talking about their lives. It seemed that Sakura had been automatically cheered up, after seeing Neji. She seemed to open up around him, able to smile, able to cry, able to laugh. Maybe it was because he'd been gone for so long that she'd become cold. It'd been almost four years since she'd seen him. He, Naruto, Shikamaru, Kiba, Lee and some of the other jounnins went out again, to find Sasuke. They kept in touch, but after he'd sent her a bird with news that they'd found Sasuke, the letters stopped. That was only three months into their little mission, and she got worried sick. Finally, a month ago, she got a bird form Naruto telling that they were coming home soon. With Sasuke.
But she didn't care about Sasuke. He was old news. She cared about Neji. She cared about her Neji. She didn't see them come in. She knew he'd call her up one day, and ask her out to dinner. Now just happened to be the perfect time. As they were walking home, they passed by the park.
"Neji! I wanna swing!" she giggled childishly, pulling him towards the wooden swings that hung off numerous bunched trees.
"Fine, fine," he chuckled at her childishness. She sat down on a swing and looked at him.
"Push me!" he laughed again, grabbing the ropes and stepping backward. He rushed forward slightly, then put his feet on the back of the swing. She giggled, and looked up at him. "I love you!"
"I love you too, Sakura."
Sakura's point of view
Yea. That's what I thought! That's what he said, that's what he told me! But was it true? In that month that I'd been waiting for his call, he'd gotten drunk and TenTen just HAPPENED to be at the bar he was. That whore stole my man… and he broke my heart. I didn't learn about it till a year later, when I walked into his apartment and caught him and that whore in bed. I guess first loves never last, huh? I'd have killed him if I didn't love him still.
I
cannot find a way to describe it All the pain, I thought I
knew I feel like I
am all alone All the
pain, I thought I knew I'm
going nowhere (on and on and) All the pain, I thought I knew Take me away
It's there inside; all I do is
hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you
do, if you knew
What would you do
All the thoughts, lead back to you
Back to what, was
never said
Back and forth, inside my head
I can't handle this
confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away
All by myself I need to get around this
My words
are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't
think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
All the thoughts, lead back to you
Back
to what, was never said
Back and forth, inside my head
I can't
handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away
I'm getting nowhere (on and on and
on)
Take me away
I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and
on)
(and off and on)
All
the thoughts, lead back to you
Back to what, was never said
Back
and forth, inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm
unable; come and take me away
Break me
away
Take me away
