Memories Sneak Peek!
*Unknown POV*
I was trembling as I leaned forward towards the table, I wasn't nervous...this wasn't my first time, that's why I was shaking, I needed this fix, I stared at the chalky powder cut perfectly into two lines on the table.
"Babe hurry up already I need it too."
I brought the straw to my nostril adn with a sharp intake of breath through my nose the powder was gone.
I leaned back as I felt it coming on, I was getting giddy feeling the energy rsuh I laughed as I felt it take me and I leaned over and kissed James on the cheek.
"Babe stop it...you know I love being with you...I just don't love you"
I felt my heart continue to beat faster and faster my chest hurt and it was getting harder to focus on everything around me
The voices in my head were taunting me again as they always did.
'not you, not you, dirty tramp, coke head, not my type, come on babe take another hit,what's your name? you'll love it'
I screamed as I covered my ears and started kicking at the table it flipped over and James lost it on me, I could barely hear what he was saying as I was still screaming with my hands clasped over my ears but I caught a few words such as 'last of it, you'll be sorry, gonna kill you' and suddenly I had a gun in my face.
The pain in my chest grew more and more intense I couldn't breathe and began gasping for air, tears were streaming out of my eyes from the struggle to try and catch my breath but it was getting harder and harder.
My vision began going black around the edges and right before I passed out I heard a loud bang, James spun around to face the noise I heard "Police! Put the gun down!" and then shots being fired but then the warm blanket of darkness surounded me and I welcomed it.
The first thing I noticed when I woke up was the beeping from the machine on my left and the whooshing sound of the machine on my right, my guess it was helping me breathe...the second thing I notice...were those eyes...