Everything Hurts
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Ryuuga just wanted it all to end, he lost that which was most important to him in the entire world, what was his reason for being now?
It hurt.
Everything hurt.
Why wouldn't the pain just end?
He squeezed his eyes shut tightly, hating the pain, but he hated the tears that kept threatening to come out most of all.
However more than that, he hated himself.
He lost L Drago, the forbidden bey, the dark bey and one of the most powerful; now it was gone just like that due to Nemesis.
He had no reason to live any more with L Drago, his bey, his power was his reason for being alive. He had been born to control that ultimate power and he… he lost it.
He lost it all.
The pain was becoming unbearable and he found that he had to remind himself to breath, but it was so hard to do.
He wanted it all to just end, be over completely.
Just let him go!
Ryuuga…. A voice called to him but he could define it; Ryuuga… Ryuuga…
"Who are you?" He asked, managing to keep his voice sounding menacing despite the pain he was going through in body and mind.
How could you forget me? The voice was faint but he still heard it, finding that it sounded like…
"L Drago…" He whispered, feeling his heart being crushed all over again.
Yes Ryuuga I…
"Go away!" He yelled and shook his head; "You're gone!"
We both know that but you…
"I have nothing! Leave me be!" He yelled with venom.
No I can't do that. You know I can't.
"Yes you can. Let me go!"
Ryuuga there is so much more for you out there…
"Like what?"
Please don't… There is…
"L Drago go,"
No.
"I told you to go!"
No. I am no longer a mere bey that you control. I am now one with the cosmos and I want to make sure you don't do anything stupid.
"I have no reason to be here anymore! I have no reason to live. My life was built around training to take you as my bey, I managed to overcome the darkness that dwelled inside you for so long…"
But is taking your own life really the way to go Ryuuga?
"What do you suggest?"
You taught Kenta and Ginga so much…
"L Drago…"
They can teach you how to live.
"Without a bey," He shook his head; "I lived for beyblades, that was my life, my world,"
Ryuuga…
"No L Drago. No one needs me anymore. A former blader with no real skills in anything outside of beyblading,"
But I believe that you have so much more to do Ryuuga… Please don't give up…
"Who would miss me?"
Your brother.
"What? Don't you ever say that! He doesn't…"
Ryuuga, it's your brother, he needs you.
"I last saw him and I had to protect him, with your help," He stood up and growled before limping away; "There is nothing left for me anymore,"
Ryuuga…