Camilla and Billy? No comparison. I didn't love Billy. I swore that I did and I wasted my virginity on him but I've left that in the past, for now. Who knows if it'll have to be resurface but, for now, I'm content where I am. Laying naked in Camilla's arms with her running fingers across my back and her singing softly in my ear. She was perfect to me. She loved and adored me. And I didn't freeze up when she touched me, I wasn't sexual anorexic to her, and the time we spent together wasn't full of us working around my troubles.
She didn't refer to me as Sidney Prescott, Maureen Prescott's daughter. She called me Sid and Angel and other sweet things. I wasn't a problem to her but a blessing. I'd never been called a blessing like the way Cam said it and she even meant it, she was so perfect. "Hey Sid," I heard her say softly, breaking her rendition of "She Said" by Collective Soul, before looking up and getting a soft kiss in return "I love you so much." she breathed when she pulled back.
I smiled and nuzzled her neck, hickies there from our earlier romp, before kissing one darkened spot "I love you too, much more then I can say." I admitted softer then she had spoken or sung to me, it was true but still a little hard to admit. Yes, I did adore her and love her so much but once it was said out loud? I just didn't want the past coming to light and making us distant. We deserved each other. Me with my screwed up life and her with her not as screwed up life.
I have never once seen a Ghostface mask when I am with Cam. I don't get as many prank calls because she threatens anyone that calls and even mentions "Scary" or "Movie." It was nice to be protected. Even though I didn't like it, Cam even had weapons to protect me and she bought me mace every time we went somewhere that had it. I carried like fifty cans on me at all times.
"You know you're crazy right?" I asked her with a smile but saw her flinch slightly, it wasn't something they liked to go over even when joking. "No, I'm not Sid. I'm sane. Just like you are. And you know you can't let things get at you like that." She responded to me and stroked my cheek before Hallie made a coughing noise and we both turned to see her in the door. "Mind looking at what's on the tv, lovers?" She said.
I sighed and realized it was morning, Cam and I had slept together last night and woke up really early to "sleep" together again. I sat up and pulled on an extra large t-shirt while Cam just put her sports bra back on and looked at the news. Two people where killed at the Stab premier and I must've tensed up because Camilla moved to pull me onto her lap and stroke my hair "Nothing's going to happen to you, Sidney Prescott, I won't let anything happen to my guardian angel." she promised softly and I felt a small necklace slip into my hand. I looked down at it and saw her initials connected in a row. "Cam… I shouldn't… What if this is the same type of killing?" I asked, I was thinking ahead and to the worse case. If I was wearing the necklace and the killer got to me then he/she/them would get to Cam and I couldn't have that.
"No, Sid, none of that. You're not going to be hurt. You're not going to even be scared. Hey, you're a fighter. You're the toughest woman I've ever met. You don't have to wear the necklace if you don't want to but I just want you to know how much I love you." She explained to me and my heart melted.
So, in the case of Cam verses Billy? There was no comparison. Camilla won that fight and she won my heart.