dean I'm broken...
I'm been like this for
soo long...
did you know i cried each night.
knowing you in hell bring
tutrore by the demon..
we hunted..
the pain memories known
that it my fault.
that you are there to begin
with.. big brother
i tried so hard to get you
out of there.. i even
try to make a deal...
but there they I'm their...
they say im dam to begin
with..
the blood that inside me
will win..did you know dean
that i tried to ended my life
I'm so sorry for everything
i did.. the pain and sorrow that
we going too.. nothing seem
right. anymore.
tear are fallen down like a
river in the water..
darkness follow me everywhere
i go.. it won't leave me be..
dean please forgiven me
im sorry but i know
i don't deserve it..
dean the angel want you to
fight the war.. that soom
in coming...
and i know it my fault
i free him...
i let him go..
and the world is ended
the world is going to darkness
and the one who can save them
is you.. you are the hero
brother and i know you will win
this battle.. for it you..
you never gave up
you were always mine hero
my protector now you are there..
dean i believe in you...
you will win this war
but im sorry i won't be there
im be dead , gone from this world.
the world that we try so
hard to protect at night..
but you won't be alone
you will have the angel,
your Friend, and bobby,
by your side.. maybe this
was meant to happen
dean good bye..
i love you..
maybe this can be the one good
thing i can do..
and that is to vanish..
good bye....
forever..
ended.....................
please tell me if i did a good job...