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I. The Calm
''You killed me. You killed us all.'' He screamed at her. She closed her eyes trying to escape from this hell.
''Why? Why you let them princess?'' His voice made her to open her eyes and stare at his face. Her heartbeat stopped when his disguised cold expression hit her like a wave.'' Why did you let them kill me?''
''You're a murderer, a killer. You are a MONSTER!'' Everyone was screaming at her. She could not stand it anymore, she was so weak. She closed her eyes once again and let her pain to drown her.
Arizona's eyes snapped opened when she felt someone shaking her. She was trying to process when exactly she was and when she finally managed to remember she sighed. Arizona looked to her left side where her brown eyes fell on his blue ones.'' Hey.'' She greeted him.
''Hey? Ari are you okay? You were practically screaming for the last five minutes.'' He told her and she was able to see the concern on his eyes. She smiled and placed her hands on his face.
''Murphy I'm okay. Just another nightmare.'' She informed him and leaned to kiss him. He kissed her back and Arizona could feel his concern all over his body.
''Do you want to talk about it?'' He asked her after they pulled apart and Arizona stopped, thinking about it.
''Well, it's the same nightmare every single night. It started after you got banished. My grandparents, parents and you were all in a circle yelling at me that I killed you. Well you were telling me that I let them kill you. It's painful.'' She told him and her tears felled down her cheeks. Murphy stared at her and nodded his head when she finished.
He took her in his hands and embraced her.'' Nothing its true princess. I'm right here, much alive. And I'm pretty sure that you got stuck with me forever.'' He tried to light her mood and it worked. Arizona laughed at his comment and leaned further on his chest.
They stopped talking letting the silence to hug them, they sat there like this and Arizona couldn't but think about the last weeks of her life.
She was one of the 100 Delinquents send down to earth. But her miserable life did not begin to be awful down on the earth, no, it started from the day she was born. You see, she had broken one of the rules of the Ark the day she was born. She was a twin, breaking the rule of two children in one family. When her parents find out that they were having twins they decided to give up or kill the one so they would not get float. It was hard decision but they had to. That was their plan until her grandparents decided to get float themselves so their grandchildren could both live.
Her grandfather, Michael, was the personal guard of the counselor Jaha which was exactly why she lived. Michael told the counselor his idea of getting float he and his wife so his grandchildren could both live. The Counselor after a lot of thought agreed with him.
After having a whole day with the newborns, her grandparents got float. Arizona pained for them although she never met them, saw them just from photos.
Then after fourteen years, her parents also died. Her mother died instantly from a heart attack and her father unable to survive after his wife pass away commit suicide leaving both his children orphans.
Arizona was not the sweet girl anymore. She had changed, she got into fights pretty fast and caused trouble everywhere she went. The facts changed her, Arizona needed to survive, try to live as normal as she could.
Thankfully Arizona had her brother. She was not alone, she had Finn. The only good thing in all this shit she was going through.
The Collins twins were all alone in this world yet they had each other. They promised to be on each others side not matter what, and that's what they did. After a year they met another girl, Raven Reyes. Also orphan and alone in this world. Without further thought they embraced her into their tiny family.
But soon, Finn and Raven end up into a relationship which made Arizona beyond happy but lonely sometimes, since Finn would prefer to be alone with his girlfrien, something Arizona totally understood.
One day as she was passing through the rooms of the Ark she heard someone cry. She tried to listen carefully so she could spot where the noise was coming from and soon she was met with a boy. At first she thought to get pass him, to not care. But deep inside her, Arizona wanted to help him. And she did.
As soon as her hand touch his shoulder and the boy look up, Arizona couldn't but stare at his blue eyes, which eventually fell in love with. That day her life changed for the good. She met her love of her life. She knew it.
She met John Murphy and Arizona knew she had found her destiny, her home.
They soon start hanging out with each other, and then Arizona found out about his tragic life, which made her want to laugh and cry at the same time. They shared so many things. Both parent less and broken. After spending so much time together Murphy and Arizona did not want to leave each other. Ending up into a secret relationship which only Finn and Raven knew.
But since Murphy was also a dynamic character and he would not let anything pass by, he soon found himself into the sky-box after attacking two guards who made laugh of him and flirt with Arizona.
Arizona was proud of him. She would visit him in jail, trying to have time with him. But she was sent also to the sky-box after getting into a fight with a guy at the lunch because he told her that she was the cause of her family's death and that she would also kill her brother.
Finn and Raven were the only ones that would visit her and Arizona had begged them to go see Murphy and tell him that she was in jail and that's why she could not see him.
After a year in jail no one would come visit her. Something that made her suspicious but could not do anything for it. And then she was sent down on earth. She reunited with Murphy and found out that that her brother was also locked up.
She met a lot of new people and made new friends, Octavia, Jasper, Monty and a lot others. She had a good relationship with everyone there expect Bellamy and Clarke since they decided to hung Murphy and then banish him. She tried everything in her path to get him back but Finn deciding to play the father figure had told her no.
But now Murphy was back after spending his banishment as the play toy of the Grounders. Arizona was the one that took care of him through his illness and after he was totally okay, she took him to her tent and now after couple of days he was absolutely fine and Murphy was trying desperately to make a good impress of Bellamy.
Arizona was pulled out of her thoughts when she felt someone shaking her again. She knew it was Murphy since they had not move.'' Arizona, you need to stop this kind of hobby.'' He told her sternly.
''What kind of hobby?'' She asked him.
''Zone out and pretend to be dead.'' Murphy told her.
''Shut up.'' She told him and then twisted her body and faced him. He was smiling like a fool and pressed his lips to hers. His kiss was passionate and tendentious which made Arizona suspicious but didn't question it. She placed her hands on his face and moved her body towards his body making him lean back on the bed.
After couple more seconds they pulled apart to get a breath but they continued their kiss and soon they were pulling out their clothes. Arizona then pushed Murphy back and told him to stay still as she was unbuttoning his pants. Murphy had placed his hands behind his head and looked the scene in front of him. He smirked letting Arizona make her magic.
It wasn't their fist time like this. They had shared a bed a lot of times in the Ark. But Murphy was amazed by her skills and every time he wanted to enjoy it. But now they need to be quiet since no one knew about them.
They were both naked and Murphy had turned them around so now he was on top and she was on her back. Murphy leaned down and placed his face on the crook of her neck and started sucking the spot between her neck and ear which he knew it was driving her crazy.
He looked up at his masterpiece and he smirked widely at the hickey he had made. But now he moved his lips to hers and started kissing her once again. Arizona placed her hands on his wild hair and closed her eyes enjoying the kiss. Murphy deciding ti was enough, he moved forward. He placed small kisses to her chin, to her neck, her breasts and then followed by her belly which made her giggle and Murphy to roll his eyes. And then moved to her private area.
He smiled and started sucking it. Arizona's eyes closed rolling behind her headd and she started making small noises but soon her mouth closed by Murphy's hand. Rolling her eyes, she started sucking his fingers.
After couple more minutes of teasing her, Murphy placed himself inside her and let her adjust his size since their last time was back on the Ark. He moved his eyes to her face and after seeing it relax, he started moving. He placed his hands on ether side of her head and put his head on the crook of her neck sniffing her scent which was driving him crazy.
Arizona was in ecstasy and could not make a single sound. She was running her fingers to his back letting Murphy do all the hard job.'' Murphy I'm so close.'' She moaned to his ear.
''Come for me princess.'' He told her and as soon as he found her sweet spot inside her, Arizona found herself in cloud nine. She relaxed and started caressing Murphy's back as he continue thrusting inside her trying to find his own release.
Arizona started talking dirty to him since she knew it was turn on for him and moving her breasts to his chest and then Murphy came as well. He rolled over her to the bed and closed his eyes trying to catch his breath.
''I have missed this.'' Arizona cried out making Murphy laugh.
''You know, when the grounders was torturing me the only thing that helped me out was you. I was thinking about you.'' Murphy confessed after a long pause. Arizona didn't respond just listening to him.'' But here I am.''
''Those days without you was just torture. Finn and Raven was practically taking shifts take care of me in order not to murder Bellamy and Clarke.'' She told him and moved her body so she could look at him.
''Buzz killers.''
Before Arizona could even respond someone burst into the tent making Arizona cover Murphy with the blanket and looked at the entrance to see her brother there.'' Finn!''
''Ari, we go to hunt come-'' He was cut off as soon as he saw clothes on the floor and then his sister.'' Is this-" Before Finn could finish his question Murphy's head poped out of the blanket waving at Finn with a big smirk on his face. Finn rolled his eyes and sighed.'' Let's go Ari, we're going to hunt and you're coming with me.''
''What about me?'' Murphy asked Finn as he was leaving the tent.
''You're helping Octavia with the food.'' Finn ordered and left the tent. Arizona as soon as he left got up and dressed herself. Murphy still on the bed.
''Enjoying the show?'' She asked him and Murphy nodded.'' Whatever, I will go now.'' She leaned and kissed him.'' Bye.''
''Bye.'' Murphy told her and stayed there for a couple more minutes.