Disclaimer: I don't own the Vampire Academy books or the characters.

Author's Note: Hello I have written plenty of stories but I decided to write a fanfiction about a complicated love story between Rose and Dimitri and how everyone will cope with it. This is different from the usual stories I write so please be friendly and review. Thanks!

I couldn't even remember how and why I turned Strigoi. A part of me was able to still have thoughts running through me, but honestly? I don't even care one bit. Nada, not the way Dimitri's face was so distraught when he glimpsed at me. So close to killing but I'm well known as a Strigoi around the world and there were some things I can't remember being in this form of undead state. It's probably what got me killed in the first place after a few months of being restored by Lissa. Playing all these games with more ancient groups than ours, and after my death it's still messing up my world and the people I care about. As I laid here watching the red eyes staring at me and then stabbing my renewed Dhampir heart. There was nothing I could do to save myself this time.