I Trusted You

Music Used (DO NOT OWN) – Pain By Three Days Grace

Pain, without love

Pain, I can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

Cause I rather feel pain then nothing at all

Amu Hinamori was currently lying on her bed. She had enough. She was tired of all the pain and misery inside.

What did she do to deserve all of this?

She asks herself the same question every time. She was a human NOT

An object you can throw away whenever you finished playing.

You're sick of feeling numb

You're not the only one

I'll take you by the hand and show

You a world that you can understand

Why…? Why did he do it…?

Was she not enough? All she did was love him

Then she finally understood.

Love.

That's what caused all of this.

This life is filled with hurt

When happiness doesn't work

Trust me and take my hand

When the lights go out you'll understand.

Love caused all of her pain. Love is the reason everything happened

Love is what caused her mother and sister to die.

Love is what caused her to be like this.

Everything to blame for is

Love

Pain!

Without love

Pain!

I can't get enough

Pain!

I like it rough

Cause I rather feel pain then nothing at all

She can't believe how stupid she was.

It should've been her.

And maybe her father wouldn't be dead after abusing her.

If she took the hit no one would care.

It would've been better anyways.

She wouldn't have to deal with the agony inside of her.

Pain!

Without Love

Pain!

I like it rough

Pain!

I can't get enough

Pain!

I LIKE IT ROUGH

Cause I rather feel pain then nothing at all….

"I shouldn't even be here" Amu said grinding her teeth together.

"Im tired of all the pain. IM TIRED OF HELPING EVERYONE WHEN THEY DON'T NEED ME! IM TIRED OF BEING USED I HATE IT! THEY CAN ALL GO…..DIE!" Amu screamed chucking her phone out the window.

Amu couldn't hear her chara's pleds anymore. Hate was flooding her mind

"I hate them. I hate them. I hate you mostly." Amu whispered with her roseate colored hair dropping over her eyes

"Ikuto" She finished.

She hear a 'POP' from behind her. Amu quickly whipped around to see her chara's were not their normal bright colored self. But a darker version, meaner more freighting.

Amu smiled sadly, "Im sorry for turning you like this" she told her chara's

Looking up at her four Charas who had followed her Amu smiled slightly, they were still with her.

Ran's visor was gone now and her hair was now in pigtails with heart clips on each with a black X over them. The light pink of her dress had become black but the dark pink at the end and her bandanna tied around her neck were left alone. Her sneakers are now black with dark pink socks and her pom-poms are black with the red hearts still, and her eyes had darkened to almost red.

Miki's cap had shrunk into a paper boy hat and let her waist-length hair loose, there was a black X over the spade and her undershirt is now the dark blue her shorts used to be which are now black along with her messenger bag. Her eyes darkening to a deep blue, almost a black color.

Su's apron and headdress are both now black and her hair is now held in a side ponytail with a black X over her clover on the headdress, her curls now are ringlets, and her eyes had darkened to a forest green.

Dia hadn't returned to the way she was when she was an X Character before, her hair was still the orange color but in a ponytail and her headband is orange with the yellow diamond with a black X over it. She wears black thigh high boots and black skirt and belly shirt. Though her eyes were the same dark brass color as when she was a X Character and her hair style were the only similarities.

Amu was dressed in black pants and a blood red under armor that was long sleeved with a black tank top over it and a bubblegum pink belly top over that. She wore a black X clip holding part of her hair sectioned off and braided. She also carried her red and black plaid egg carrier case along her waist, the Humpty Lock firmly around her neck, and black and red sneakers.

"Amu! We don't need him! Ikuto cheated on you!" Ran roared with rage

"He picked that stupid bimbo over you! You have the right to hate him! It was all a lie from the beginning!" Miki screamed using the same tone as Ran

"Amu... I think Ran and Miki are right" Su stated sadly

Its was Dia's turn to say something. And what she said Nobody expected

"AMU! HE ASKED ALL THE TIME IF YOU WANTED HIM! (Sexually) WE ALL FELL FOR THE ACT NOW GET YOU'RE A** UP AND GO ON THIS IS WHO YOU WERE MEANT TO BE. YOU DON'T NEED THEM! THEY ALL USED YOU FOR THEM OWN SELF! IF HE TRULY LOVED YOU HE WOULDN'T HAVE SAID WHAT HE SAID OR DID WHAT HE DID" Dia Screamed in anger

Amu's hair fell in front of her eyes. Her eyes filled with hatred. She remember what happened only a few hours ago.

Flashback

I rushed down a snowy path, tears streaming down my face. My long, pink hair ended near my hips and some of my bangs slashed my cheeks. I tried to get as far away as possible from Ikutos house. We have, or should I say HAD, been dating for the past three months or so, but I found him lip-locking with some blond chick…I stopped and realized who that girl was. None other than my so-called best-friend, Mashiro Rima.

Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blond tramp, and she's probably getting frisky...right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink because she can't shoot whiskey...

I think of all of the good times that we had shared. Flashback after flashback, I soon found myself on the frosty ground. Shock turned into anger as I thought of what those two could be doing right now. Those two dancing like the "couple" they are in a slow dance. Ikuto getting her a drink, I mean, he's 18 and Rima's 17, so she can't legally get some alcohol. By herself that is…

Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo...

I could hear footsteps coming towards me, but I didn't care anymore. The so-called "love of my life" cheated on me and is now helping teach that slut how to play pool. I did notice that there were some of those type of games at the party…

And he don't know...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

The footsteps seemed to be right behind me. I turned my head to see who it was and guess who I saw? Someone who's a perverted cosplay blue neko oh and also A CHEATING BASTARD. Yah, him. "Why are you crying Amu? You look to pretty for this." I could feel fresh tears just begging to fall. When I didn't answer, he said in a monotone voice, "What's wrong, Amu-koi.", "Would you stop calling me that?!" Amu screamed punching him in the face. He seemed shocked for a minute. "I HATE YOU. I TRUSTED YOU!" Ikuto's face turned into one she never saw before. Hatred.

Ikuto looked me straight in the eyes and said in an angry voice, "I NEVER LOVED YOU! YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO BE JUST A ONE-NIGHT STAND BUT IT DIDN'T WORK! I WISH YOUR FATHER WOULD'VE KILLED YOU OR BETTER YET YOU WOULD DISAPPER AND NEVER WERE BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD!" I could feel my heart stop as he walked off leaving me there.

End of Flashback

A smirk replaced my former gloomy face.

"You're right I don't need any of them." She yelled.

Her chara's looked at her with approval in their eyes

"All I need is you guys. Thank you for reminding me."

"No problem Amu-chan. someone need to do it" they sang with evil smiles on their faces.

"Well what are we waiting for lets go have some FUN!" Amu yelled.

Amu raced out the door never looking behind her.

She chuckled as she thought of how stupid she had been.

" I can't believe I trusted you"

Mads- Review if you want me to make it longer I based this story on how my life has been..

I can make this a one shot. R&R