a/n so this is my 1st greys fan fic i hope you like it, Please let me no what you think and weather or nor you figured out who it was about before the end.
I'm Here
"Hey so I'm here... finally. I'm sorry about that by the way, that its taken me so long to visit it's just been so hard...and its shouldn't be hard you are by wife and it shouldn't be hard to visit you. I don't want it to be hard to visit you, I just want to come here and for it to be normal well as normal as it can be to visit someone here. I just don't have the strength anymore it takes everything that I have just to make it through the day and without you here that's not easy, so coming here today is really realy hard for me, I needed you to know that, I didn't want you thinking that it's because I didn't want to visit you it's just hard that's all. You would be able to do this though if you were me it would be easier for you your strong stronger than I've ever been.
The kids are doing fine, they miss you but they are getting on with their lives the way that you would want them to, you would be so proud of them, I know I am they make me proud everyday. We did a good job you and I raising them they really are everything that we could ever hoped for, everything we ever wanted in our kids and so much more. We are Grandparents now can you believe it you're a nana, Sara and Kevin had a baby girl they named her after you and she defiantly takes after you and she is beautiful, just like Sara when she was a baby, they both act like there the 1st couple to have children but then we were like that we had our kids.
I'm teaching again at the hospital, its good working with all the eager new recruiteds reminds me of when I was 1st starting out as a doctor, its good and they all have potential.
I got chatted up the other day. im not trying to make you jealous, I'm just letting you know that it was nice to feel like someone wants me in that way still, she gave me her number and everything but I'm not going to use it I don't want to use it, but it was still nice all the same, I don't want anyone else anyway, since our 1st night together the only person I want to make love to is you and that's not changed never has, never will and I'm ok with that just means we will have a lot of catching up to do one day.
People say it gets easier to deal with the loss of your love and I suppose that it does but I'll never be over you I never want to be over you, you are my everything and you always will be don't ever forget it because I won't.
I miss you every single day baby and I think of you all the time. I just wish you were here, id giver everything but the kids to wake up in your arms one more time, to make love to you, to just hear you laugh and say my name. I love you, everything about you, I never told you enough but I didn't have to you already knew. I know that you loved me with everything that you have as well.
I'l come back and see you soon I love you wife always."
The figure slowly presses a kiss to the stone and turns and walks away.
Arizona Robbins- Torres
August 1st 1975 – June 8th 2030
Age 55 years
A Devoted and loving Wife and Mother
A supper Friend
A Good Man in a Storm.
A/N So did you like it do you think i should do more let me know,
Claire x x x