Another post- Fang songfic.

Song is Lullabies by All Time Low

Don't own.

Make it a sweet, sweet goodbye -

There's always a new goodbye in my dreams. Each one is better than the last.

it could be for the last time and it's not right.

I know that my dreams will be the only place to see him for a long time. If we're still alive.

"Don't let yourself get in over your head," he said.

As if I could. Without you here, I'm drowning.

Alone and far from home we'll find you...

We will find you. Somehow.

Dead - Like a candle you burned out;

Like my broken heart you stomped on.

spill the wax over the spaces left in place of angry words.

Not my angry words. I'm not really that angry. More like numb. Everyone else. They're an entirely different story.

Scream - To be heard, like you needed any more attention;

My mom thinks that me not eating and locking myself in my room is a way to get attention. Really, it's just a way to cope.

throw the bottle, break the door, and disappear.

It'd would be so nice to just disappear. No one would miss me.

Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams,

Do you remember that CD you made for me before you left? It's never stopped playing since then. If I stop playing it, you might stop coming to my dreams.

waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."

It's happened. Normally it's just a totally different ending. You leave differently every time. Occasionally, I have nightmares. Never as bad as what really happened.

Forever's never seemed so long as when you're not around

I don't know how long it's been. Iggy says I've been in here for two weeks. It feels like it's been 20 years already.

I wish.

it's like a piece of me is missing.

One fucking huge piece.

I could have learned so much from you but what's left now?

Your laptop. I don't know how that'll help me.

Don't you realize you shot this family a world of pain?

Angel thinks it's her fault. Nudge hasn't spoken. Gazzy's room has never smelled so good. And Iggy, well, after kicking (literately) Dylan out of the house, he bought a bat. I think he plans on beating you to a pulp with it.

Can't you see there should have been a happy ending we let go?

Ahem. You let go.

Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams,

It's the only thing I look forward to. No matter how much it hurts my heart.

waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."

Sing me to sleep.
Sing me to sleep.
Sing me to sleep.
Sing me to s...

Sing me to sleep (You've taken so much with you...)
I'll see you in my dreams, (But left the worst with me...),
waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I miss you Fang. Please come back. And be sorry. Sorry that you left me miserable. Sorry that you ruined everything.

Be sorry.

Ehhh my brain hurts...

Again, who needs a beta reader?

What do you think about Harry Potter Fanfiction? My first M? In the Marauder's era?

Lemme know.

R&R