Dear Bella,
I'm going to get straight to the point and I know that may sound rude but this whole last year you've been I don't know….off. You won't call, you don't pick up when I call, you won't visit, and you say you're too busy for me to visit. I know it must be hard in Alaska, being married, and in college but come on I am not that stupid!! I know there is something up; I'm a mom I can tell! You're my daughter Bella and I miss you but I want answers and don't give me some crap about college life. I may not have gone to college but I know that people still visit their parents every once in awhile!! No that's not the kind of answers I want…no something has changed. What secrets are you keeping from me?
I Want Answers
Your mom
Even as I wrote the letter I knew I wasn't going to send it, it was just a way to vent, to let my anger out. Phil doesn't understand why I can't let this go, give her time. He thinks she's busy and I understand that, she has a life of her own now but she has never just flat out ignored me life or no life. I've known since I first saw them together that she was keeping secrets from me and more importantly when they came to visit, it was plainly obvious. A mother knows these things, and I could see it in her eyes but I also saw the trouble they took in covering it up. If it was that big maybe she would tell me when she was ready or maybe like she said it was nothing at all but…. now I was sure. She…. they were hiding something and something big and no sweet talking or anything could tell me other wise. Charlie knew Edward (because that is where this all started after all) longer then I and if I wanted answers that is where I would have to go first. But did I want answers, did I want to bring my ex-husband down with me because I knew Phil never would. It wasn't till I was at Charlie's house that I was sure.
A/N because Renee wasn't sure she was going to go through with it until she had Alice had no way of seeing her at Charlie's. Review!!!!
