Gail was gobsmacked, completely blown away by what she'd heard Holly and her smug best friend just say about their relationship. Leaving the bar, sick to her stomach, she screamed internally, "what were you thinking! Of course you meant nothing to her but a bit of fun. Turning the "straight girl", seeing how you fell apart in bed the first time she touched you intimately, your "I get what was missing" afterglow confession. Did she share that with her botched boob job friend too? "Agggghhhhh, you bloody idiot Gail, don't you ever learn, you do not trust because they or you will always let you down, life's lesson repeated over and over again, you know this, what is wrong with you, why did you let your guard down?" A small voice whispers to you, "because you fell in love with her and you thought she saw you, that she cared too!"
Hurrying to her car, Gail leaned her head against the steering wheel, tears of anger and frustration spilling from her, turning into heart wrenching sobs she could not contain within the privacy of her car. But even here you could not escape, Holly following, knocking at the window, witnessing your breakdown, tears in her eyes. You couldn't stand it, turning the key you started the car, driving off without a look back.
Fight night, where your "real friends" were, Oliver, Traci, Chris, Dov. They did not think you were inferior, they always had your back and you had theirs. Agghhhhhh, and to think you told Dov this morning how serious you were about Holly, how being with her made you better, how you didn't fight. That's why you don't share, that's why you keep your feelings to yourself, because you always end up looking like a fool. Gail Peck, the world's biggest bloody fool!