Title: Repeated Redundance Over and Over
Summary: And I think I'm falling for him. Not in love, hell no! In lust. . .
Style: diary entry
Rating: M
Pairings: HidanxSakura, squint-worthy SasuSaku (to please my rabid SasuSaku fan friend XP)
Archive Findings: Naruto, Angst, romance, English, complete, Sakura, Hidan
Warnings: lemony
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, it's property of Masashi Kishimoto
A/N: This is a diary entry from Sakura speaking of her exploits with Hidan.
Dear Diary,
Over and over and over again. That's always how it happens. We meet, we fight, we kick, we bitch. We fuck.
It's not "making love" like it would be with Sasuke. It's cold, hard fucking, and I wouldn't have it any other way. If it was soft and sweet I wouldn't know what to think of him, because he's anything but that. He's coarse, and cruel, and extraordinarily vulgar, and every time we come together it always starts with the intention of killing each other. I plan to rip his limbs off, shred them, put the pieces in a mine, and blow up the mine.
But then he always corners me, and if I move, I have less a chance to stop him and get away before I lose my clothes.
I haven't gotten away once.
And you know, diary, I think I'm falling for him.
Not in love, hell no!
In lust.
I miss him terribly when he's not there. Not like I would miss the one I do love. Not opposite, either, but damn close.
I want him there, physically. I want his hands all over me and his voice whispering naughty things. I want that overpowering presence pushing away my will, rendering my super-chakra effects useless. The effect he has on me is so terrible, so overwhelming, so dominant, and I love it.
I love it, but not him.
I love the thrill behind everything that happens, knowing the danger I'm in when we fuck. Call me an exhibitionist, but it's all the more a turn on, no matter how much I don't love him.
So diary, I go to meet him now. I'm bringing a supply of kunai and antidotes, but I won't use them.
He won't give me a chance.
Forever Yours,
Sakura Haruno