A/N: This is a RenRin story. I've had it sitting on my computer for a couple years, and I just found it, and I'm still in love with it so I decided to share it with you guys! :D (you're welcome) so yeah. A quick heads up though it is extremely AU so I will put a plot under this to help you understand it better.
Enjoy
-Rain
Disclaimer: If I owned the show/manga, would I be writing this? Or putting it in the books and tv series... Exactly
Title: Crying Over Spilt Milk
Pairing: Renzou Shima x Rin Okumara
Plot: Non-exorcist reality. Rin has a pretty shit life. His mom is abusive, his dad passed away the day he was born, and the only member in his family he can trust is his twin brother Nagaharu (Yukio is in the story, but they're not related). Shima is Rin's best friend/boyfriend whose life isn't much better. Rin's dad is abusive, and his mother passed away of cancer when he was 6. Rin, Nagaharu, Shima, Bon, Konekomaru, Yukio, and Izumo are all best friends, with similar life issues. Senior year they all packed up and ran away to Rin and Nagaharu's wealthy cousin Shiemi's house. They've been here for a couple months now. And that's where the story starts...
Rating: T
Word Count: Who cares...
Rin's Pov
My brother decided that today would be the day that his wants got the best of him...
This morning, Shima left early cuz his boss called and asked him to take the 11:00 a.m - 2:00 p.m shift. We weren't doing anything important today so he decided to take it.
After he left, I had been in the kitchen, minding my own business, eating (like usual) when Nagaharu walked in. (Nagaharu is my identical twin brother...the only difference between is his blonde hair.)
"Hey Rin, do you know where the basement keys are, Shiemi isn't here, and Bon was wondering if he could borrow them," he asked.
"Uh...yeah, they're in the top right drawer under the stove," I answered.
"Thanks," he said, getting them out of the drawer and walking out.
Of course, at the time, I had thought nothing of it.
About an hour later, I went to my room to get something out of my desk drawer when Nagaharu walked in.
He had dyed his hair black.
The exact same shade...as mine.
"Uhm..." I said, confused.
He had this evil smirk on his face. That kind that I have on mine when I'm sneaking photos of Shima whole he's sleeping cause' it's funny as hell.
"All these years," he started, walking closer.
"I've always wondered why you got everything that I wanted..." He continued.
"What are you talking about, moms favorite?" I said back. I did not want to do this right now.
"You know exactly what I'm talking about, you go the chance to runaway, you left me. I came here on my own. You got Shima, even though you knew I liked him..." He said, his smirking changing into a scowl.
"You had a crush on him in 5th grade, I've practically liked him since we first met," I defended.
"You said you were over him..." I finished.
"When did I ever say I stopped liking him, because I never did," he said.
"You can't blame me for the things you didn't tell me about Nagaharu," I told him.
"I'm not blaming you for that, I'm blaming you for the fact that you took him from me," he said, walking closer again.
"He wasn't yours for me to take," I said, glaring.
My own brother, turns on me trying to take my boyfriend? Oh I don't think so...
"Face it Rin, you get everything you want," he said.
"What about a family who doesn't constantly try to take things away from me..." I answered.
I'm no angel (a/n: quite the opposite actually XD) I don't get everything I want, and he should know that more than anyone.
"What have I ever gotten huh?" He asked.
"How about mom's approval? She never hurt you physically. I'm not saying she never hurt you emotionally, but I got both beatings and insults. She was always less hard on you...like I was the mistake," I said.
"Well congratulations. You got away a from her," he said, stopping right in front of me.
"Fuck you." I said, angry tears flooding my eyes.
"No, but Shima will be tonight," he said.
"Nagaharu, what are you playing at?!" I yelled.
"I'm gonna be you for a few days, see if you're precious boyfriend actually knows the difference between us. While you get you wallow in pain, knowing that the love of your life is fucking your brother. You get to know how I felt...how I feel," he answered, the smirk back.
"Nagaharu, I swear to god, Shima is the best thing that ever happened to me, he's the only reason I'm still alive...don't do this." I yelled.
"Well, now I get to feel that way also," he said.
Before I could AU another word, he grabbed a cloth from his back pocket and shoved it over my airways.
In a few seconds I was starting to black out I fought back as much as I could...
"See you soon, dear brother," he said.
Everything went black...