I sat outside in my car on neutral grounds starring back at the cabin on La Push where the territory line began I had lost everything and I had done the unthinkable. I had promised myself I would not come back here to where the damn blood suckers had killed my wife and children in front of me even with the treaty they had wanted to break me because of my high ranking and hunting skills being good at both tracking and killing. I despised blood suckers the smell was just as horrid as it was five years ago it made me so sick I had to pull over and puke into a trash can when I drove into Forks and driving past our old house had brought me to tears. This had been a really, really bad idea but Sam needed me and I would not let my alpha down at least not again. "Matthew" I turned to where I heard someone call my name and for a minute I could see 'My Rebecca.' Her long dark brown flowing hair, her sparkling emerald green eyes her sun kissed skin and her scent very faint but it was enough for me to turn towards nothing but then I stopped my nonsense game when I saw Sam looking at me in a sympathetic way or pity.
"Hey Sam you're all by yourself I see, that's not very safe how can anyone protect you?" I ask probably sounding and looking more tired then I wanted.
"I was worried about you I feel like you have been avoiding your own family" Sam says accusingly. I snorted "You know Sam just because we phase to a wolf every hour of the day does not mean we are suppose to copy every single wolf behavior" I said, well its true I turn to head back to the car. Sam's eyes on my back deadly when my brother Jacob appears in front of the car "Do you really want to live like this forever?" another voice says something I smelt Dad before he spoke.
"Please Matthew don't punish yourself for what happened, it is not your fault" Jacob adds, I turned to Sam, then Jacob and Dad again I realized I was trapped. I hated to be cornered but there was no way I could take on both of them and I knew Sam was worried.
I slowly turned to Jacob. "I am not punishing myself! Stop being so melodramatic I was just -"Abandoning the pack and your family?" Jake interrupts as if he knew anything about me. A sudden scent hits my nose and my rage comes out full force. my body starts to vibrate I try to calm myself but my instincts, cursed my hesitation and I phased which only made the stink worse a growl releases from my throat and everything becomes a blur I didn't hear or feel anything I just lost control ignoring the treaty line crossing over into neutral territory launching myself at the vampire stench. A girl scream, blood spilling, the taste of the ice cold corpse he tried to attack me but I had not lost my touch and soon the vampire's only chance of survival is to fend of my attacks when I smash my muzzle into Jacob's side. I pull away as he follows my every move but he was just delaying the inevitable. 'How the hell can you protect that thing Jacob?' I ask in my head he doesn't respond as I try to keep talking to him so he wouldn't see what I was really going to do I finally get around only for a second and 'Boom' I struggle to get out from under Sam who has me pinned by Sam in his wolf form. I growl he doesn't only looks me in the eyes 'You need to calm down Matthew' he orders stilling pinning me down as always I try to find a loop hole and I do what he says for the most part and my skills sharpen with my calmness and I finally fling Sam off me and race around Jacob who lunges for me but I race into the woods swallowing a growl.
"Jacob! What was that or who was that why did he attack Edward…he was not over the treaty line?" the girl said but her voice stopped as I zoomed my eyes on the bloodsucker. 'That thing has a name?' I mused waiting to kill him when all I would have to do was follow that revolting smell I would follow and kill that thing. When I heard something but didn't pay attention too much only to have smelled Sam.
"Change back he orders I glower at him he just looks at me. "Now Matthew, change back human now, here are your clothes" Sam orders. Oh great, now you mean. I ignore him as I take my clothes and go behind a bush as I did what I was told when I emerged I went into Sam's face he maybe my alpha but I wasn't ready to back off, I was still fuming.
"Why didn't you let me kill him it would've been one last blood sucker to deal with, so why'd you stop me?" I snapped right in his face angered still but I had to obey, Sam's word was god even if it was stupid.
"Do you want a war? You almost killed him! I really don't want a werewolf and bloodsucker war and you almost started one!" Sam hissed.
"So at least the war would have begun I don't just stand around snarling and bitching about leeches I don't tiptoe around my territory making sure I don't wake up the sleeping blood sucker. I eliminate them" I growled unable to be calm but I didn't phase just trying to make Sam understand.
"What and get as all killed and hurt Bella!" Jacob's voice interfered angrily.
"Mind your own business" I growl again, like I care about some leech fucker as far as I am concerned anyone who is with a vampire should die no point in keeping any allies alive, Jacob must of read my mind because he looked ready to blow.
"Don't you dare touch Bella! Matthew!" Jacob blasted angrily eyes hard and filled with a devastating fear now where had I seen that look before? I sigh.
"Fine what ever, listen Jacob if you love Bella then I guess I can understand that and since we are brothers I am sorry, I just snapped because I was so angry if Bella will hate you because of me I won't touch Edward again even though his scent drives me insane" I say grudgingly because I didn't want to leave that vampire alone, I hated all vampires but my loyalty and love for my only brother was stronger then any hate.
"Come see Bella, so she knows you aren't some insane monster" Jacob soothes practically begging me, now he was pushing it.
"Not on your life, you ca-" Come on Matt she's nice besides you need to get used to leeches he brings her here" Jacob's voice didn't carry as far as his speech went I walked away but someone stepped in my way, a girl…the girl.
"Why'd you attack Edward!" she screams at me I looked at her for a minute.
"I'm sorry who are you and why do I give a fuck? The only reason Edward is not in a million pieces is Jacob and Sam care for you and are my family therefore I will look out for them and make sure no harm comes to my pack and I hope every hurt, every tare puts him in agonizing pain" I reply well it was true and I hate lying.
Her look iced over with fear and rage I wasn't really going to stay but a hand rested to keep me in place. "Let me go Jake" I try to twist free. "Edward has done not-"I gaped is this bitch serious? "Oh believe me sweet heart his brother has done more to me then anyone ever did, why don't you ask Jasper about me I'm sure he'll know who I am" I tell her still not being let go off the look on her face changes. "If you come here spreading hippy bullshit about blood suckers then get all the facts first" I snarl now getting angry as once again I thought about Rebecca and my two sons. I look at Bella again "Ask him the name Matthew Black ask him if a memory rings in that sadistic brain of his" I added wrenching my arm away from Jacob and headed down to the bay trying not to let her see, making sure Jacob couldn't smell the tears brimming my eyes.
I never in my life thought I'd write a twilight fanfic but here it is...hope you all like it.
:) And yes there will be more
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