A/N: This is a takes place in New Moon. After Edward leaves. She goes to the medow but instead of the vamp. Theres wolfs.
The memories of his medow are still fresh in my mind. The wildflowers showing off their natural beauty. The sun shining throw the over brush of trees...
I cant take the pain anymore. E-He left me and now Jake, my personal sun. What am I going to do? I cant handle this pain anymore. My Dad... My mom, Phil. All killed by a wild animal . I know what animal killed them... Vampire, it was Victoria killing people I love to hurt me and suffer. I was unwanted a distraction. It is all my fault, I want them, I want to be with them. He wouldnt have to worry any longer. But how? How can I do it?...
I'll go to La Push cliffs tomorrow. I think that is the way to go. Or I could go tonight. Fine, I'm going tonight.
Ahead I could see the trees thining out . I found it. As I got closer I could see a herd of deer, there had to be 12 or 13 of them. I watch quitely as the deer ate in a family... Family. How much I missed mine. But I will see them soon.
A sound came from the oppisite side of the medow. It must be something after the deer. I lay back aginst the ground and close my eyes. I didnt want to watch whatever it is get them. I hope they got away.
The noise got louder but more closer to me. If it is an animal it will just over look me.
A growl came from the right of me. I snaped my eyes opened to see a big light brown wolf. Before it could even register, the wolf started attacking me. Its claws ranking all over my body. I could fell his teeth sink into my leg, but as soon as it was in its mouth it dropped and started whining. I didnt even notice that I had closed my eyes again. Looking the wolf in the eyes I could see that it was beating itself up over this.
I slowly reached out my hand, makeing sure not to startle the wolf. " Its O.k you didnt know any better. It is o.k. Dont be sad, because if you are I will be sad too. Be happy dont worry. I am not wanted here. It is just how things work." Even tough it was painful as hell I lifted myself off the ground into a sitting head slumped down. I took each side of its mussle, makeing it look at me. " You. Did. Nothing. Wrong." kissing its mussle. I could feel the blood flowing from my wounds.
There was howling in the distance. The wolf looked more sad of that. Maybe the wolf pack will finish me off.
About six other wolfs broke through the trees to where we were. The other wolfs closeing us in a circle. I slowly stand, the pain long forgotten because of all the fear coursing trough my vains. The biggest one out the pack, a midnight black wolf started walking toward us. I took a step back, my body trembling. I fell to my knees and hid my face in the wolf next to me. My breathing coming in pant, every breath getting more and more stressed to get out. A panic attack is going to come I can fell it. The wolf that I was clinging to whined and wiggled out of my grip, following the other wolfs into the forest.
This is my chance to run. I got up slowly make sure they were gone and took off into the direction I came from. Run.. Run.. RUN.
A/N: Please talk to me tell me What u think
Should i continue or give up
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