Somehow everything's
gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all
fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
Well God,
make it fly faster than I'm falling in love
"Oh God No!" I screamed, when I stepped out of the car.
He was laying facedown on the pavement his curly brown hair surrounding his head like a halo.
"NO NO NO!" I screamed running to him, I stroked the strands of hair out of his face, he groaned quietly.
"Miley! Miley, you're here!" He whispered.
"I Love you, Baby" he whispered again and shut his eyes.
This
time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming
"hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever
I paced the waiting room, once, twice, three times.
"Please dear lord, let him live!" I prayed.
The doctor stepped out the door into the sterile white waiting room,
"Mrs. Jonas?" I looked at him in confusion; no one was supposed to know that we were married.
"Yes?" I asked playing along.
"Your husband will see you now." I almost cried with relief, and roughly pushed past the doctor into the room behind him. He was connected to all sorts of tubes, and bags of IV. He slowly turned his head as I walked into the room.
"My Miley." He whispered.
Holding onto
patience wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If
only time flew like a dove
We could watch it fly and just keep
looking up
He
was congnitive and talking to me when suddenly his body began to
convulse, I screamed for the doctor, and was sobbing uncontrollably
when the doctors came running in pushing me out the door. I fought
ruthlessly to get back into the room but a nurse held me back.
This
time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming
"hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever
"It looks as though
he might live, but he may have a problem with seizures for the rest
of his life. He cannot be put in any position that could jeopardize
the health of his brain." I sank down into the hard plastic of the
chair below me, and an arm was wrapped around my shoulders, I let my
head fall into Lilly's chest….. And
we've got time on our hands
(We've got time) Got nothing but time
on our hands
Got nothing but, got nothing but
(We've got time)
Got nothing but time on our hands
I finally got my Nick
back one long week later, after being diagnosed with a gran maul
seizure disorder that would affect him for the rest of his life.
This
time we're not giving up
Oh, let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah" (hallelujah)
Hallelujah
I wheeled Nick out of
the hospital doors, hoping beyond hope that I wouldn't be coming
back anytime soon.