Ok this is mi first FF so please be nice. Its a Jemma. It might be a one-shot but thas up to you to decide.
I suck at spelling n grammer so dont sue me
Disclaimer- I dont own Degrassi or Avril's song Girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
I watched them smile at each other. It made me sick, I mean what does she have that I don't have?? Oh wait I know……. She has his heart!!!!!!! Well maybe they wont be together for long……. Not if I get involved
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
"Hey Jay" I smiled at him and licked my lips
"Hey Emma what's going on?" he smiled back at me
"Oh nothing, just looking for someone to date……. Know any body???" he looked at me then shook his head
"Nope sorry" I frowned. This wasn't working the way I planed it to
"Well ok, thanks anyways" I started walking away then I turned around and looked at him "Jay?" he looked back at me and then answered
"Yea?" I smiled. I'm sure I have him now, I walked over to him and whispered into his ear
"I like you" I giggled and walked away, I few seconds later I heard him following after me
"you what?" he looked so cute when he was confused. I looked around to make sure nobody can hear us
"I Emma Nelson like you Jason Hogart" he smiled down at me then kissed me. My plan was working.
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
I walked into school to feel somebody's eyes on me. I turned and saw that it was Jay who was watching me. I winked at him and walked to my locker and got my books for my first class. Study Hall. I know you don't need books for study hall but I do. See I have that class with Jay and I take notes on him. Some people say that I am a stalker but I simply reply by saying that I am in love. I get into the room early and I am the first one there. So I walked around, whoever had study hall last period yesterday forgot some of their papers. So I picked it up and started reading it. It was notes on me and Jay!!!!!!!!!
"they are like in love!!!!!!"
"no way Jay Hogart and Emma Nelson!!!!!!! I don't believe"
"well its true you see the way he looks at her and they way she looks at him, and I heard him telling Sean that he kissed her and that he brought her back to her house and they like DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"OMFG NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"I wanted him!!!!"
"I thought he was with Alex"
"I guess he cheated on her with Emma"
"then it must be love cause Jay would never cheat on Alex"
I smiled. Yup it was love. I heard somebody walk in. I turned around to see that it was Jay. I walked up to him
"so that kiss two days ago…….." I smiled, he needs to tell me that he likes me
"what about it???" I frowned.
"do you like me???" he looked at me then looked away
"I have a girlfriend and her name is not Emma" I looked down. What the hell happened to my plan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was working!!!!!!!!
"so then why did you tell Sean????" he looked up at me puzzled
"you know, me….. you…….a kiss…….. your bedroom……….. why did you tell him???" he looked away, sighed and looked back up at me
"I told him because I was happy" I smiled
"because you like me" he looked me in the eye then turned away
"no not because I like you"
"then look me in the eye and tell me that you don't like me" He didn't
"you like me" I smirked and sat on his lap and put my arms around him "and you know I like you, and you also know that like almost everybody knows we like each other"
"what are you talking about?? The only person who knows is Sean" I giggled
"wrong" I showed him the note "I found it… here when I got in" he looked like he was going to die
"Emma how…. Alex cant find out"
"how what????" my smile soon turned into a frown
"how are we going to act like nothing happened???"
"well maybe we shouldn't hide it"
"well we have to" I frowned
"why???"
"'cause I'm with Alex and I love her" my heart sank. Why did he do this to me??
"you don't…… you slept with me two days ago….. you don't, you cant love her" I felt like I was going to cry
"I'm sorry Emma but do you know how long we have been going out??" I looked him in the eye, to see if he was lying to me, to see if he was just playing and he really loved me. He was I saw it
"I love you Jay" then I walked out. I got my books and walked out of that room, out of the school, and walked home. I knew that everything would work out…. So why am I going home??? Like a baby??
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
i wrote his name on every piece of paper I could find. On all my books, my desk, my hand everyday. I just cant get him off my mind. It has been a week since it all happened. I miss him so much, I haven't been back in school, I just don't feel like going. I wanna be with him so much, I need to be with him. I keep dreaming about him, I love him and I know it. And he knows he loves me too. I called Manny and told her what happened, she told me that he was playing hard to get. I laughed. Maybe he really doesn't want me…. But it all happened too fast for either of us to stop it. I mean with what happened last week, I kissed him, he brought me back to his house…. We didn't even plan it, it just happened. Maybe that's what's scaring him off….the fact that we slept with each other, the fact that he has to face me after it, the fact that he DID cheat on Alex and that he liked it.
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
I finally went back to school today. It has been two weeks and one day. Now I'm sure I'm ready to face him. I walked in the doors of Degrassi and I spot him talking to Sean, I wanted to walk over there but not alone, and I had no reason, then I saw Darcy, sure me and her aren't best friends anymore but me and her still talk
"Hey Darcy" I smile and she smiles back. To tell ya the truth I miss talking to her, in a way she understands me, she might be a bitch, but shes not a bitch to her friends.
"Hey Em, how are ya? Manny told me that you had the flu"
"oh I'm good thanks for asking, so umm wanna hang out at lunch, and after school?? Like old times?" we walked to her locker, which was right next to Sean's, which is where the boys are. She smiled
"yea sure that sounds good" we got to her locker and Jay was leaning on it "Move Jerk" she said and I laughed, once Jay heard me laugh he looked up and moved for Darcy, Sean and Jay just kept on looking at me, and smirking. I looked at Jay than Sean
"what the hell are ya smirking at??" ok that sounded a little more mean then I wanted it to, I want to act as if nothing happened and me and him will go back to being Greenpeace and the idiot. He wanted me more then, so maybe if I go back to the old Greenpeace, he will want me again…… to me its making no sense…. It doesn't even make sense hearing it in my head, but it might just work.
Jay smirks "wouldn't you like to know?" he and Sean laugh. I look at Darcy and she starts to get her 'Bitch' face on, as I like to call it.
"Grr you're an idiot Jay" he looks me in the eyes, oh those blue eyes, I feel like I'm going to melt, I know I'm about to smile, shit this plan isn't working.
"but isn't that why you like me? Cause I'm an idiot?" he smirks again. Darcy looks at me then at Jay, she speaks up "she don't like you jerk, leave me and her alone, why don't you go fuck Alex in the back of your car or sumtin" she thought she was helping me, but she wasn't, not when I saw the smile on Jays face when she said Alex.
"you know what web girl? That don't sound to bad" web girl….. WTF?? Oh wait cause of the pictures, gah Nelson you are so stupid sometimes. Jay winked at me and left, I'm guessing to find Alex. I told Darcy that I forgot something in the MI lab and that I would catch up with her at lunch. I decided to follow Jay, what can I say, I'm addicted to the boy. So as I follow him, I think about everything that has happened between us, not everything was good but that's ok. He went into the boys bathroom, grr I guess I'll just go to class. So I walked to class, thinking about no one else other then Jason Hogart.
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
Hell yeah
I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right
Here's the order of how we all sat at lunch. Peter, Ashley, Jimmy, Spinner, Darcy, Me , Manny, Liberty, Mia, J.T, and Toby. I was friends with everybody really, I talk to Paige and Hazel like we have been best friends forever, me and Ellie have a weird but cool bond, all the guys teat me like I'm their little sister, which is cool cause when a boy bothers me, they jump at it and kick the boys ass, I laugh all the time. I look around the room and I spot them, Sean, Amy, Towerz, Alex and Jay. He is so hot!!! Spinner and Manny are the only people who know that I like Jay, well Mia knows too but she doesn't know what happened two weeks ago. I was quiet the whole time, thinking about Him, looking up to see him and her holding hands, I wanted to puke when they kissed. He looked over at me and winked. What the Fuck!?!?!?! Grr I don't know if I should be pissed but I am. He doesn't know what the fuck he wants.
"Spin can I talk to you?" he looks up at me and then at Darcy, he kisses her cheek and Mia gags a lil, J.T looks at her and she smiles. "don't feel good" I laugh, she told me that she likes Spinner, but she has J.T so she's happy a lil. Me and Spinner get up and Manny looks at me, I smile at her and me and Spinner walk out the lunch room, passing Jays table and he smirks at me, I smile a lil and Spinner catches it, he pulls me so I don't drool over Jay and pushes me up against a locker, softly of course
"Jay?" he asked me. I sighed
"yea…. I mean, one second her all smiling about Alex then he's winking and smirking at me… I just don't get it"
"he likes you" Spinner said as he was playing with something in his pocket
"so why does he blow hot and cold?"
"cause he has a girlfriend" he looks up at me and I guess he can see how torn I am and he hugs me. I didn't notice that I started crying to I moved my face a little and felt the wet spot of Spinners shirt, then I just started crying harder cause I was thinking to them together. In between sobs I'm still talking to spin
"so why doesn't he just date me and break up with her?" Spinner rubs my back and kisses the top of my head
"cause he doesn't know what to do" I look at him confused
"what do you mean?"
"he has Alex, this wonderful girl in his eyes, who he has dated for… what like almost 4 years??.. then he has you, this sweet, smart bundle of joy, that wants him so much, and he knows he wants you, but his heart and his brain are telling him two different things" I laugh
"he has a brain?? But which one is telling him to be with her?"
"I guess his brain, cause they have been together for soo long" I sniffle
"but his heart wants me?" I smile a little
"yea I guess, well who's heart wouldn't want you Em?? Your soo cute" I giggle and Spinner kisses my cheek
"don't worry about it Em, he's going to pick you in the end, believe me" and I did, I believed Spinner, we walked back in the lunch room and took our seats, everybody asked me if I was ok, cause my eyes were still red, and I said yes.
I skipped my class after lunch and I just sat on the floor, my back against my locker. I hear footsteps come up to me, I look up and see no other then Jason Hogart
"umm are you ok?" he sits next to me
"yea, why wouldn't I be?" I looked at him weird
"well you were crying at lunch and almost the whole lunch room was/is worried about you"
"not you, Sean, Alex, Amy and Towerz. Any ways I'm a princess" he laughs
"yes me Sean and Towerz are worried about you" I laugh and look at him funny
"Towerz??" he smirks a little
"what can I say Miss. Nelson? You have the key to every guys heart" I laugh
"Towerz likes me??" I laugh harder, then I smirk "so I have the key to your heart?" he looked at me, smirked and looked down
"yea you do, and you know it" I placed my hand on his lap and he looks at me
"you love me" I smirk as he finds the rite words to say "yes you do just say it Mr. Hogart" he laughs and looks me in the eye
"Yes Miss. Nelson I love you, but I have a girlfriend so it doesn't matter" I frown
"yes it does! It matters to me! You love me!!! And I love you why cant we just be together?" I look at him and the bell rings
"cause we cant, I have a girlfriend" and with that he got up and walked away
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!
Over the next 3 weeks almost everybody knew I liked Jay. But its ok, I really don't mind. They all think me and him should get together. I bet he laughs at that, Spinner, Mia and Manny have been helping me TRY to get over him, but its just not working. Well I have been paying more attention to Alex, and well….. she's just a bitch. If Jays not giving all his attention to her she's bitchy and to tell you the truth, she's been checking out Heather Sinclair!!!!!!! COME ON!!!! Jay can do wayyy better then a Lesbian!!!! And Heather?? If your going to check girls out, cant you just make sure they are pretty!!! Heather is always fighting with her make-up and her brush!! Now Jay really has a reason to be with me… not that him loving me wasn't a good reason, but I guess it wasn't good enough for him. Well anyways, maybe if he hears more people say that me and him were meant to be he will believe it. Spinner says that if he cant see it, if he cant see the fact that we were meant, then he doesn't deserve me. That has me thinking………
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So it might be official, Jay and Alex are on the rocks. I laugh at that now. Maybe he is finally following his heart and he's gonna be with me, took that idiot enough time. I'm sitting on the front steps of Degrassi. Jay and Sean are sitting on the bench, Towerz walks past me and winks at me. I laugh. Man I wonder if this drives Jay Crazy. I know it drives me crazy, ever since that day in the lunch room Towerz has been making it a point smirk or wink at me, I guess Jay told him that he told me. Towerz sits down and he says something, I look away but I can still feel eyes on me. I turn back to the bench and see Jay and Towerz looking at me, Jay quickly turns around and Towerz just looks at me. Like 5 seconds later Mia comes up to me and squeals. I laugh
"are you ok?" she smiles and laughs.
"yes I am, but you are going to be feeling way better!!!!!" I look at her like she's crazy.. which she is, but that's not the point.
"ok spill Mia-Baby, what's up?" she sits next to me, and plays with my hair
"ok Miss. EmmaChica guess who was saying pretty good things about you" she smiles and I pretend I'm thinking
"umm Alex Nunez" I laugh and she does too
"she wont be saying anything nice to you in a long time!!! Cause guess what" I look at her weird again
"umm what?"
"Jay was talking to Towerz and Sean, he's going to break up with Alex today, don't know when but he is… and then he's going to ask you out!!!" me and her both squeal, I hug her tight, I couldn't be happier
"did they see you there??" she laughs
"no of course not, when they saw me they changed the subject" I look over at Jay to see that him and Sean are looking at me, then I look at my feet and laugh
"ok why is Sean always looking at me?" Mia thinks about it
"hmm I don't know, maybe Jay has him keeping an eye on you" I laugh
"wow Mia I have stalkers!!!!" we both laugh and then we hear the bell, we get up and walk to homeroom together.
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again
I was walking home thinking about today. Jay broke up with Alex in the lunchroom, in front of everybody!!! I was laughing my ass of, so was Mia, Darcy, Manny, and Spinner. I look up to see a bright orange Honda Civic pulling up in front of me. I walk up to the drivers side and lean against the car.
"so you broke it off with the bitch, took you forever" I laugh and so does he, he turns the car off and gets out, he stands in front of me.
"yea well, I had to think about it" I look at him
"think about what?" he looks back at me
"if I was going to tell Alex about us" I smiled
"so, is there an 'us' now? Are we dating or something?" he looks down
"well not yet, we just cant start dating" I frown
"well why not??" he laughs
"I just broke up with Alex, not even 5 hours ago!! We just cant start dating!! I didn't even tell her about us"
"now you lost me, I thought u had to think about if u were going to tell her about us, that's why you didn't break up with her sooner"
"yea I had to think about it, but I didn't tell her, she would've killed you"
I laugh, he keeps playing games.
"ok so what did you tell her when she dragged you outside?"
"that I wasn't into her anymore, that I wasn't really in a dating mood, and that I don't want another girlfriend for a little while" I sigh and throw my hands up
"why?? Why couldn't you just tell her?"
"I told you already, she would've killed you" Gah I just want to date him soo bad and he doesn't know what he wants
"Jay.. when you know what you want, call me" I started to walk away
"wait so your leaving me?" I laugh
"Jay I cant leave you if we haven't already met. In my head, we are together, or close to it, but in your head…. I don't know where you are… once you decide on what you want, call me cause then and ONLY then we will have something to talk about" then I walked home. I wanted to cry so bad, but I didn't, I'm not going to waist my tears on him anymore.
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other
So when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?
Ok so a whole week later and he's back with Alex… WTF!?!?!?!?!?!? I just wanted to kill her, well Manny and Mia had to hold me back when I heard her tell him that she loved him. Damn why the fuck is he doing this to me?? So I'm in the M.I lab, and its lunch time, I just wanted to be alone, but no that couldn't happen!! Cause Mr. I'll-play-With-Your-Heart-Hogart just walked in, and he had the nerve to sit next to me
"why aren't you with your friends?" I wanted to punch him
"why aren't you with yours?" I spat back, he turned me around so I was facing him
"Emma…. I'm sorry" I laugh.
"oh your sorry?!?!? For what?? Playing with my heart? Blowing hot and cold? Making me feel like crap?? You pick, surprise me!!!! What are you sorry about??" I was screaming at him, and I felt hot tears running down my face. He grabbed my hand but I pulled it back really fast
"Don't Touch Me!!" I got up and so did he
"I'm sorry for everything, how I played with your feelings, that I blew hot and cold, that I made you feel like crap, that I'm back with Alex" the next think I knew I was hugging him, I was crying, well sobbing, and he was just holding me in his arms, rubbing my back, then he spoke up
"I'll break up with her" it was a whisper, but I knew I heard it, I just wanted to make sure
"what?"
"I said I'll break up with her, be with you, I really wanna be with you Emma, I love you, and no matter how hard I try to fight it, how hard I try to push my feelings aside I just cant, I was an idiot to date Alex again, and I'm sorry, I just hope that you'll forgive me for everything I have done to you and let me be your boyfriend" I was smiling from ear to ear, I know I was just mad at him but I couldn't help it. I kissed him long and hard
"there's your answer Mr.Hogart"
I want to be your girlfriend
No Way No Way...
2 weeks later
Jay Broke up with Alex, right after we kissed. Me. Mia and Manny had a little Mini party that night, nothing big just drinks and lots of laughs. Mia and Spinner might be dating, we don't know yet. Darcy is ok with the fact that Spinner broke up with her (cause he likes Mia). Darcy likes Peter anyways. Me and Jay are doing wonderful!!! Here's a secret… only Mia and Manny know this but I'm 8 weeks pregnant.