disclaimer: disclaimed.
notes: for luce (thethymeisright). because, darling, you have no idea how much i completely and utterly adore you. i love you, in case you hadn't figured that out yet. i'm sorry this is so short and bad but i just needed to write something. hope you like it anyway.
summary: curiosity killed the cat. / lucy&lorcan, finding cracks.


cast away

ϟ


it wasn't even something they could control, it was just -

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don't think, lucy, he says to her one night. just be.

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but she can never 'just be'.

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lucy finds holes in everything.

places where people have gone wrong or left a question unanswered.

and that's exactly what she does.

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she kisses him goodbye on night when he's sleeping, because she isn't brave enough to leave him when he's awake.

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when he wakes up, there is a blast of coldness around him.

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lorcan wonders for years what happened. everybody does. one minute, she's here and the next -

gone.

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when he falls asleep, he whispers to himself, goodnight, as if she was still here.

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but he should've known she would have found a way to wriggle herself out of this.

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- over.