Title: Forgiveness

Summary: Draco loves Harry with everything he has. In fact he sacrifices his self-respect for Harry who doesn't lift even a finger to prevent Draco's marriage. somehow, Draco becomes pregnant with Harry's baby even though he is a male. Harry doesn't know anything about it. Draco trips down the stairs in shock of being ridiculed by Harry. The baby dies. Years Later, regret, anger and guilt compel them to meet again. Will Draco forgive Harry? Top Harry Bottom Draco. HP/DM. SM/ASP (MA)

Pairings HP/DM, ASP/SM

Chapter – 1

Memories

Draco is furious. He is so angry that he wants to destroy everything around him. But his graceful stride has no trace of his fury.

How can a man be so shameless? He wonders. After all these years, Potter is lying to Scorpius as well as his own kids. He closes the door to his study slowly though he wants to slam it.

What is he supposed to do when his fourteen year old son wants to know why he abandoned Potter?

He settles down on his chair and leans back, joining his hands on his lap and stares at the cream walls, reminiscing the questions put in front of him by not only Scorpius but Albus, Lily and James Potter too.

Why did you destroy Mr. Potter's life father?

Why did you keep a relationship with him if you did not want to marry him at all, Mr. Malfoy?

Are you so prejudiced towards half-bloods that you would betray him like this?

What do these kids know about destruction? There are not even nineteen and have led a sheltered life.

Did you even love him, Mr. Malfoy?

What do they possibly know about love? Sleeping with one person and going out with another isn't love. Did he love Potter? He wants to laugh at their faces as well as Potter's.

Did you propose him to have a bit of fun before finally tying the knot with someone else?

Was Mr. Potter nothing for you?

Nothing. They say, nothing. Draco laughs bitterly, his eyes prickling.

While you are happily married, dad has divorced mum. Does this delight you?

What do they know about Draco's so called happy married life?

Did you cheat Mr. Potter, father?

Draco's head is spinning from their questions. He was working in his lab, brewing potions for his apothecary when Scorpius arrived and demanded his presence in the sitting room. He was stunned to see him gathered with Potter's children but greeted them courteously.

Honestly, he has no issues with his kids. He just wants Scorpius to keep them away from him. He is neither interested in speaking to Potter, nor his kids, nor his other family members. Except Severus, he is not interested in anyone remotely connected to Potter at all.

Potter is a part of his past, the part that he wants to keep buried. But their questions have brought those memories back, the memories that he had never wanted to relive again.

Draco despises him so bloody much that it's difficult to sit still. It makes him want to shout and scream.

Unbidden, a memory flicks through his mind and he gets lost in it...

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"I love you too." Harry says softly when he finally places me on the bed. I fall in love with these rare moments when Harry is soft and loving. When he cuddles me and places soft kisses on my head and face and ears.

I speak after a while "My father owled me. I have to marry Pansy in five days. Please do something Harry."

"What can I do Draco?" Harry murmurs blankly, his green eyes sad and fixed on me.

"You can use your influence Harry. Please. I love you."

"We will see. Go to sleep." Harry replies, closing his eyes and spooning me.

"But Harry-" I start but Harry is already snoring.

Draco blinks his eyes and comes back to the present. After all these years, he is still not sure who was the sick one, Harry or he. Draco avoids thinking about his past. But then there are moments like right now when they torment him. After all these years, he still feels used.

Not able to control the urge, he stands up and throws his vase of flowers on the floor. Then he picks up his glass and slams it on the mirror. But nothing works. Nothing is enough to quench the flame of his fury. It's always been there, deep inside his heart. He has done quite a good job hiding it... but now, it seems impossible.

Why can't Potter put his kids on a leash. He hates Potter so much. He wants to hurt Potter. He doesn't think he hates anyone so much, neither the dark lord, nor his parents.

Who gave him the right to tell all this bullshit to Scorpius? His relationship with Scorpius was already so distant.

Draco breathes deeply and tries to calm his racing heartbeats. His looks at his reflection in the broken shards of mirror. His eyes are wide and red-rimmed. His cheeks are red and his face feels hot. He is sweating profusely. All these years he has kept his fury behind bars inside his heart. Why is Potter doing this. It's past. Draco has moved on. Why can't Potter stay away from him?

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