Guess who didn't like the ending to newest supernatural episode? (A) Maybe I'll start a series or something with alternative endings: p But seriously, the ending for "sex and violence" SUCKED!

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They had been driving for about 5 minutes after they'd said they didn't mean what they had said when they were affected by the siren when Dean finally said something.

"Okay Sam, let's cut the crap, okay?"

Sam turned his head to look at him "What?"

Dean didn't meet his eyes, he kept on looking at the road "We're stuck in an apocalypse here and I am tired of lying and I don't want to die knowing we've been lying to each other for a long time now"

"Okay?" Sam said, pretending he didn't know what his brother was talking about.

"Sam, you know it wasn't the siren that affected you, I know you meant those things you said" Dean sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

"What? Off course I didn't mean-"

"Stop lying to me!" Dean shouted, making his own voice echo inside his head. He needed a beer, and Bobby had given him a freaking soda.

"Dean, what do you want me to say?" Sam asked.

"How about the truth for once?" Dean suggested.

Sam huffed and dried the sweat in his palm on his jeans. "Sorry, I'm sorry I called you weak and I don't think I'm a better hunter than you it's just that sometimes… I don't know"

"No, tell me"

"Sometimes you let your emotions get in the way, that's all" Sam said without looking at him.

"I let the emotions get in the way?" Dean asked and Sam nodded.

"Yeah, we're in a war here and I'm not sure you've gotten it, ever since you got back from Hell-"

"Yeah, let's talk about that, you said you wanted me to say what happened to me in Hell and now you say I- what? Complain about it?" Dean asked and finally glanced over at Sam, as he pressed his feet against the gas, making them drive faster.

"Okay, that was the siren; I didn't mean it like that…" Sam said and looked down at his knees.

"Fine, I won't mention it again" Dean blew him off and now Sam was getting irritated.

"And what about the stuff you said?"

"What about it?" Dean said, he was not going to pretend he didn't know what Sam was talking about "I think it sucks how you never talk to me anymore and I think it sucks that you're talking to Ruby behind my back"

"I don't need your permeation to talk to her you know" Sam said and looked out the passenger side window, watching as the trees passed them by.

"You don't need permeation to talk to me either" Dean pointed out and Sam sighed.

"You really don't think I'm the same anymore?" Sam asked.

"No, I don't" Was all Dean answered without looking at Sam "You're not Sammy anymore"

"Maybe I never was"

"Yes you wore!" Dean yelled "And no matter how Brokeback Mountain it sounds I need Sammy in my life"

"Sorry Dean…" Sam said.

"Yeah, I'm sorry too"