Chapter 1

AN: Well I just finished New Moon for the fifth time in a half year, maybe? And I always wonder how it was for Edward.

I'm just saying that I wanted to know how he felt. So I came up with the idea to write it as Fan Fiction.

Just so you know. I'm not from England or America. In fact I am from Sweden and I'm not very good at English. Actually, I have VG (I think it is C or B, I am not sure)
and I know that there are many spelling mistakes or words that have landed in the wrong place. And please do not write it as a comment, I know about it.

But please write to help, like; It spells like this, and it sound weird when you write X write like this instead.

And just so you know that I read New Moon in Swedish and it isn't exactly as the English one with the quotes and stuff but hey, don't say I didn't warned you

I have taken the help of Google translation, and a trashy dictionary, so don't be upset.

Do wrong spellings disturb you?

DON'T READ!

"Alice ..." I followed her gaze when she ran around for a gift guide.

"She will not be happy" My voice had a slight tone of humour. Alice topaz coloured eyes met mine. I know, but she will get over it. She told me in her thoughts. I grin to her.

Alice was my sister. She was very odd, she had short black hair that stood in all directions and she was very small. But to be so small she was very cocky with her I-don't-give-a-monkey-about-what-people-think-about-me attitude.

But she was not alone in not caring about what other people think. We were after all not human. We were vampires. When I say we, I mean my parents, Esme and Carlisle and my siblings Rosalie and Emmett, Alice and Jasper.

A great roar was heard from the front of the house and both my and Alice eyes flew up.
Emmett? Alice asked in her thoughts. I nodded.
It was often me and Alice, had our quiet conversation. Since I had the ability to read thoughts, and Alice had the ability to "see" the future. Although it was only a little bit and amended as soon as the person in question changed his mind.

"Edward! Alice! Come on" root Rosalie from the garage. Alice sign as she pushed me out from her room. We walked down the stairs and in to the garage.

Time for school.

What took you so long? Emmett asked in his mind.

"The Freak couldn't find any gift guide" I gazed at Alice who had a huge grin. Freak that was I used to call her, as she was, and so was I and her mate Jasper. Freak of the freaks.

"And what about the big roar earlier?" I gazed serious at Emmett. He chuckled.

"My bad" Jasper said. Emmett chuckled more and could not resist laughing with them. Emmett was the biggest of us and always wants to fight in a wrestling match. Now when I have other things to do, Bella, Emmett challenges Jasper often.

We arrived to school faster than what it was meant and Bella had not arrived yet. It was her 18 birthday today, eighteen, and something I never would be.

Soon I heard the high Muller from Bellas pickup. And Alice and I stayed at the Volvo and were waiting for her. She stepped out of her pickup and she frowns as she sees Alice with her birthday present. Bella had clearly said that she did not want any presents. Of course Alice didn't listen.

Alice was jumping in excitement and run forward to her, in human speed of course.

After Bella once again said Alice to shut up when she congratulate her she steps forward to me. I reached my hand for her.

"So, I'm not aloud to congratulate you on your birthday, right?" I said in my most formal speech.

"Right"

"Just wanted to check" I said and drag my hand through my hair. "You could change your mind. The most of the people like their birthday, they get presents and attention"

Alice chuckled. "Off course you appreciate your birthday, everyone is going to be nice to you and let you have as you want, Bella. What is so bad?"

It was intended as a rhetorical question and I was wondering if Bella noticed it.

"I get older" She answer any way and her voice broke. I froze to. Not again? She could not get over it? She was a year older than me, physically, but what did that?

"Eighteen is not very old; don't womens usually wait until they are twenty-nine until they get upset about birthdays?"

"I'm older than Edward"

I sign.

Yeah right. Alice giggled in her mind. But I heard that she was dropping her good humour.

"Perhaps In theory" She said easily. "But only a year".

That was not true. Well that's how you mean it.

I was ninety years older than her, but I didn't go and complained about it.

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