See, See the real me
I sit in silence the sound of creaking noises in my head.
The sounds are so much louder,when daytime soundly sleeps in bed.
I feel that I'm losing this fight That the world will never be bright, That I'll run into the night And forever be a shadow. I desprately needed someone to listen as tears fell from my eyes and wrists
I'm thinking that it's only passing age,I finally hear the turning page,of life thats getting closer to the end.
I wish I had a friend,that could hold me till the end.
Why did I try to reach the stars, When all I found were some scars?.
My body begins to shake uncontrollably, unable to stop it all.
As I'm starting to realize that no one cares, feeling so alone and helpless.
The lowest low is here again,and I don't understand,these creeping thoughts of suicide,that take me by the hand,I don't find life demanding,and pain's deft fleeting blow,Doesn't really bother one,who's lost their fiery pain leads into numbness,
and the numbness doesn't care,if this life is good or bad,
cause no one's friends aren't there.
I'll fall asleep to the pills & static."No one cares" Is what they're sayin'The voices are screaming,The blood keeps seeping.
Someone help me, I cannot take it.
Dad and Mom, why would you say those awful things? i know you love me, somewhere, deep down, but the alcohol and smoking has poisoned your brains. So what would you do if i reached the final straw?.Would you cry, scream, yell or shout, or simply sit and stare? the real question is, would you even care?.
Don't forget this, my pain is real,I'm not lying, this is how I feel.
You both sit there saying, it can't be true,it is for me, just not for you.
If blood pours out of my skin, I begin to lose breath. I watch myself fade, As you watch as I bleed to death.
As I gaze at the blade a thousand memories flash back to me
As I glide the razor across my skin but you don't know, you never ask,you never look, beyond the look on my face, is giving me away,I wonder now, what you will say?.