more boredom induced fanfic. seriously, this going to be such shit but i'm going to upload it anyway because i need ATTENTION LOL. i'mma do a theme of this. step one: make all titles the same only with DIFFERENT CHARACTERS LOLOLOL. step two: include shit from fanfic i stopped writing. step three: FILL IT WITH ANGST GOD FUCKING DAMMIT.

step four, take medication. lol.

maybe if people wrote me some craig/eric fiction i would actually be into fanfic again. god fucking dammit.

my name is craig ramirez.

My name is Craig Ramirez, I am 17 years old, and I am homosexual.

Well, not quite. You see, I am in love with my best friend. I know the topic has been done to death, but I really stress it in the hope that if I confront it, it will go away.

My name is Craig Ramirez, I am 17 years old, and Drake Parker watched me get the snot beat out of me and said absolutely nothing. I just got out of the hospital. I've been in the hospital a lot in the past few years. The first time was when I was 15 and I slit my wrists. The second time was a few months later when I overdosed on my medication. There were so many times that when people call me a little emo brat I have to say they're right. They're totally right.

All of these things go back to Eric.

My name is Craig Ramirez, I am 17 years old, and if I wasn't in love with Eric I could have done so much with my life. I wouldn't have to take anti-depressants. I would just go on with my day and be nice and fluffy and maybe have a girlfriend. I can't change any of this though. I can handle advanced placement classes and choir and science team and math olympiad, but I can't handle being in love with my best friend. I can't handle taking anti-depressants and feeling like a freak and forgetting who I am.

My name is Craig Ramirez, I am 17 years old, and I recently learned that my best friend is in love with me, too. So maybe I'll be OK. Hopefully, I'll be OK.

My name is Craig Ramirez, I am 17 years old, and I hope this all works out.

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this is such fucking shit. honestly, i'm fucking bored as hell and angsting all over the place fucking shit.