Chapter 1: lies and betrayal

An alarm clock went of and I immediately had a head ache

"Ugh….is it already six o'clock?" 'Yawn' "well, so starts another day." I headed to the grey room after picking up my breakfast which is a cup of milk and a piece of toast (we are under paid so it's the best we got) 'what's the meaning of life' that question was kinda weird, even for me!

"Huh…that was weird."

"What was weird, roxas?"

two members of the organization walked over to me one had bright red hair that reached his back and little tear drop markings under his eyes, his name is axel though we pretty much call him pyro. The other had short black hair and ocean blue eyes she was the lone female in the organization since most of the C.O. team was lost, axel was the only survivor of the team. Everyone had to wear black uniforms apparently it was organization policy, black coat, black shirts, black pants, black boots, I sorta feel goth wearing all this black but that's an opinion I'll keep to my self. Oops im rambling, heh heh anyway the black haired girl is named Xion, somehow she has the bad luck of the group cus she keeps getting cut downs from every one. I don't know why since she like myself can use the keyblade

"I don't know how it popped into my head, but all of a sudden im trying to figure out the meaning of life. Kinda weird, huh?"

"Well it's got me wondering now, that's for sure."

As soon as Xion said that, axel gave us both a weird and very concerned look.

"HAHAHAHA, why are you trying to find a meaning to something you don't even have?"

That was Xigbar, the sharp-shooter of the group. He had black hair with white streaks in it, an eye patch on his left eye and a nasty looking scar to boot, I assume that he got his scar from a battle with a heartless or unversed…..wait how do I know what an unversed is?

axel just looked at him and said "can it Xigbar, no one needs your two cents thrown in. now come on we got a mission in wonderland today."

Axel, Xion, and Xigbar headed through the dark corridor and I was the only one who wasn't gone on their mission.

"Roxas, your mission is in agrabah. The objective is to plant the organization device."

Saix said that in the same sadist tone he always uses. Saix has blue hair and an 'X' shaped scar on his forehead, apparently he goes berserk on nights of the full moon.

"this is the only mission info we have for you at the time and is all you'll need, bring plenty of fire and blizzard magic, the device is to be placed near the key hole of the world, an orcus has been spotted as well, though not as strong as the 'invisible' the orcus is still dangerous."

"Saix, can I ask you a question?"

"You just did, ask and be on your way."

I looked down and said my question shakily "what's the meaning of life?"

At this saix burst into a sadistic laughter. When he stopped he looked at me and said "boy, there is no meaning to life, if anything there is more a reason to die then there is to live" then he walked away

I went through the dark corridor and started my mission

When I RTC'd I just headed back to the castle, taking on a clay armor and an orcus wore me out I heard saix talking to axel and Xigbar

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE JUST RAN AWAY!"

"She knocked me out cold and apparently put pyro on ice"

"What's going on? Axel where's Xion?"

Saix looked at me and said "great now were stuck with the one we 'cant' use."

"Axel what's going on?"

"Xion left us, there was nothing I could do." He looked down disappointed at himself

I took the news that Xion left pretty hard, while on my mission I got new memories that I wanted to tell her about. Memories form 11 years ago, who I truly was

Flashback

'Argh…'

The clay armor knocked me against the wall

'ugh why are these memories coming to me now? Wait a d-link that's perfect, and clay armors are weak against fire. D-link AXEL' all of a sudden my keyblade lit with a fire that burned as hot as my resolve and could use fire magic more easily. When I find aqua I'll have to thank her for teaching me that trick. After I activated the d-link I made short work of the clay armor. 'well mission accomplished, guess I'll r.t.c.' in the cave before the keyhole chamber I felt a hostile presence and my instincts were right on the money a sword came flying at me out of nowhere and soon after dodging it a few times the orcus had revealed it-self.' Great and im still tired from my last fight, better make short work of this one' I summoned my keyblade but it wasn't the one I used before ( the leviathan keyblade) it was green like the calm gales that now pass through neverland since I killed off the ruler of the sky heartless I held it like it was an elbow blade, its blade was three blunt spikes on the blade end, the name of the keyblade had instantly come to mind. 'Gentle breeze' I gazed at it in shock because it radiated with two elements instead of one, light and wind 'okay roxas no time to get shocked by your own powers. D-LINK TERRA' my keyblade had gained strength from the d-link and in a matter of moments I had grounded the Orcus and whacked it on the head thus killing it.

Flashback end

"Still worried about poppet, eh kiddo?"

Xigbar has a bad habit of sneaking up on people and scaring them. When he suck up on me it brought me back to reality so I glared at him and felt an urge to strike him down come over me. All he did was cringe.

"Jeeze, kiddo when'd ya learn how to do that!"

"When did I learn to do what?" I stared at him with an eyebrow raised

"Your eyes just changed from blue to yellow and back to blue!" he freaked out and in the end he ran off

I cant take it anymore, there are too many questions that I need answers to, like why is nobody telling me anything.

Im leaving the organization

A/N (this was my first chapter for anyone reading this I would like to say that I don't know exactly how the d-link works since I haven't played the game personally, I am trying the best I can to give the best description of char. In the story. This story will switch from char. P.o.v. To char. P.o.v. )