contains Romance, hurt, comfort, violence, blood, and thoughts of suicide.


Sunil's p.o.v

I stared out the window. Not doing anything. I watched the people walk on by, not even looking at me. Not knowing me, not caring what might happen to me. In fact I don't care what happens to me.

I hate my life. I always have. Though the others don't see the pain that I have. Not even my best friend Vinnie. Not Penny, not Minka, not Zoe, not Russell, and esspecaly not Pepper.

Even if I did tell her what i'm holding back, she would just make a joke out of it. Heck! The skunk makes a joke out of anything. I don't even think she would even care about what I tell her. I cry silently, knowing that no one will understand... not even Blyth would.

I listen to the other pets laughing and chatting and playing. I could hear Vinnie trying to be all cool around Penny. I could hear Russell being annoyed by Zoe's too much glitz and glam atitude. I could hear Minka swinging back and forth on the tire swing. I could hear Pepper saying random jokes.

I tried my best not to laugh, but it came out as Pepper told the most funniest joke she could. I lied there on the floor laughing my head off. ''So ya liked that, huh?'' I could hear Pepper's voice say cheerfully. I looked up to see her smiling down at me. I nodded a little. She held her paw out for me. I blushed and took it.

Pepper helped me up. Pepper grinned. ''Ok,'' she said. ''Stop me if you heard this one before.'' She got up on the window. ''Knock knock.'' She said. ''Who's there? Faty. Faty who? Faty mc fat fat walrus! We want you to lose your faty fat weight.'' Pepper fell on the floor laughing at her own joke. I looked at the ground sadly though. I heard Pepper's weird laugh stop. ''Sunil?'' She said. ''Are you ok?'' I looked at her. I could tell that she could tell i was about to cry. I swallowed a lump. ''I-it's nothing. Nothing for you to worry about.'' Damn it! I even sound like i'm gonna cry!

Pepper held my paw. I looked at her, this time with a few tears rolling down my cheek. She stared at me with her gentle pink rose eyes. ''Sunil,'' she coaxed. ''You can tell me anything. I promise i won't laugh.'' I glared at her and pushed her away. ''What i'm crying about is nothing to laugh about!'' I growled. I got up and walked away. I could feel Pepper staring at me. What the hell makes her think crying is funny? I kept my head low as I passed by the other pets. I could feel their gazes set on me. I speed walked away. Trying not to look at them.

I sighed as I left the room. What's the point. My life is a stupid wreck. All of a sudden the door opened. My blood froze.


what happens next? Why is Sunil crying so much? find out in chapter 2.