AN; I don't own the song or MR...i wish i did though...that would be awsome...I was browsing Youtube and I found this song and I'm like, this TOTALLY works for after Fang leaves. So...yeah...here it is...
Did it Ever Cross Your Mind by Vanessa Hudgens.
I sat at my desk listening to my Ipod and crying over the letter that...he...had left for me. The song I was listening to ended and another started.
Did it ever cross your mind , boy?
Huh? I don't remember putting this song on there. Nudge must have been messing with it again...
Did it ever cross your mind, boy?
The fears that I would face
Knowing I would never see your face
I miss you Baby every day and night
It just ain't right.
Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid Fang! How could he do this to us...to me? He just left, right in the middle of the wedding.
Did it ever cross your mind, boy?
You would break my heart
Knowin that you would break this all apart
These tears of mine I cry so hard at night
It just ain't right
The Flock hasn't seen me cry this much since...ever. I have never ever ever cried this much. I hardly even come out of my room now, other than to eat and go to the bathroom. The last time I flew was months ago, I think.
Did it ever cross you mind
That I'd be left behind?
Did you ever stop to think
You'd lose me in a blink?
Did it ever cross your mind?
I thought we said for life.
Did it ever cross your mind?
No, and that just ain't right.
Y'know what. I don't think he thought about me at all when he left. Sure, he told me he loved me, but if he really did, why would he leave? We could handle whatever was putting us "in danger" We are the Flock for cryin out loud! We can do anything!
No, no that just ain't right X2
Miss you now your gone.
Beat down and tryin so hard to move on
I'll face up now I'm lyin to myself
It just ain't right.
I need to stop lying to myself. He's not coming back. I need to just give up and move on. I could always go look for hi- NO! Bad Max! He's gone and I don't want him to come back. And if he comes back early...Some one better be there to stop me from killing that bastard.
Did it ever cross you mind boy?
Cause' I've had time to think
all my friends are watching as I sink.
Nothin no one can do to help
It just ain't right.
Wow.I just realized how awful I've been to the Flock. In the year since he left...I don't think I've said a word to any of them. How have they been putting up with me wallowing in my sorrow this long? I need to go out there and apologize. Hopefully they'll forgive me.
Did it ever cross you mind
That I'd be left behind?
Did you ever stop to think
You'd lose me in a blink?
Did it ever cross your mind?
I thought we said for life.
Did it ever cross your mind?
No, and that just ain't right.
No, no that just ain't right X2
Now you're gone
I'm tryin tryin to move on X3
Now you're gone
Did it ever cross your mind baby?
I'm over it. How could I be that sad for that long? I'm the indestructible, invincible, awsome Maximum Ride, not some sappy teenage girl that just got dumped. The Flock and I are gonna save the world and make Fang regret that he EVER left us! I don't care if I ever see him again. He can go jump off a cliff for all I care. Without using his wings.
Did it ever cross you mind
That I'd be left behind?
Did you ever stop to think
You'd lose me in a blink?
Did it ever cross your mind?
I thought we said for life.
Did it ever cross your mind?
No, and that just ain't right.
No, no that just ain't right X4
That just ain't right (fades)