Disclaimer: I don't own anything in this story. All the characters and the Harry Potter univers belong to J.K. Rowling and who owns the rights. This story was not written for profit but for fun. No copyright infrigement is intended.
A little flash-fic written in a moment of break.
It is my first story that is not a translation of one of my stories in Italian. I wrote it directly in English.
Enjoy!
Where are you?
Where are you?
You vanished in my dreams of power and glory, you who should had been my only dream. And now that I lost you I see the evil in my choices. You who were the light. Now darkness devours me because... where are you.
Dark.
Why is it so dark here?
I killed you in the blind fury of a glorious red that invaded my eyes and I did not realize that that red was blood. I saw the truth when the lie had been turned off. I understood when the meaning was long lost.
And now where are you?
...where are you?
You were my jewel. You were my jewel, and if only I could see the reality instead of throwing a flower in the a corner to look for something intangible that raped my ego with the dream of something more. More, more and more. I wanted to run. Escape from the reality that closed me on all sides, enclosed in a fence that was stifling me. I wanted more. More. And I only got more cold, more dark, and a new pain... a new remorse...
Regret for a time that I myself have destroyed. I have no right to cry. But I cry. If only tears could make you come back... if only there was a way to hold you once more, to apologize, to truly see you once again — truly, not through the illusory and cold glass of a mirror. If only I could...
Where are you?
Come and get me.
Look, I am here! And I run. I run to my end for I have done what I had to. For you. And I run. I did what I could. I fought, always. To repair my mistakes with my own pain, a hot needle that sews my soul. Come here! Take me! Please, take me away. Look. Look what I did: I've crushed my soul to ashes and the renovating flames had enveloped it, burned it, torn it... but now I am new. I've broken through my lie and found truth again. But where are you?
Where are you?
Where are you?
Please come and get me. It 's dark in here. Cold. I want light, the heat... the tears cannot give me that. My eyes are melting and I can not see... dark. I've lost who I was, but I've found again my heart. I've understood. I'm new. It's me again. Now you can come and get me. Come to the station and wait for me so we can take the train together.
Do not abandon me. My race will last forever. I will run. For you. At the end. It is the end. I see your eyes?
Where are you?
The train is leaving...
Lily...
I won't go without seeing you.
Forgive me.
Ariana...
Accept me.
Again.
The train is leaving...
Here you are. You have come...
And this is the end. Hope you liked it.
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