Dean Winchester was throwing one of his famous bitch fits currently not speaking to his brother or his Father figure to be honest with himself he was sulking on the sofa sipping a beer in Bobby's house okay at home (Bobby's place has always been home to him). His angel was gone! The one person in Dean's life that Dean counted on always being around even after Dean himself was dead. No Cas was dead because of Dean because he hadn't taken the time to listen to his Angel's apologies now all that was left for Dean a fading hand print a handful of wanting moments, lustful unfulfilled desires and 3 smiles but he only counted 2. He also knew the reason he and Lisa or he and any woman would never work they weren't Castiel his pouty angelic tax accountant no one was as innocent nor as honest and open no one else looked in to Dean's soul and actually say is was beautiful, Not even Dean himself he knew what he was a jaded heartless bastard that could only love one being the being that saved him from hell the Hell he deserved to rot in. And a dirty torn tan trench coat that still held Castiel's unique sent the odd Hazelnut sunshine smell that only belonged to Cas. He sipped at his beer nursing it slowly mind elsewhere his world was now empty and now he was tormented not with monsters and ghosts they had decreased in activity since they beat down the Laviathins, no now he was tormented with the what ifs of his life and the he should have done . He was a cursed man to see those damn blue eyes every time he closed his green ones there was Cas's face a small grin playing on his lips his name uttered in a soft gravely voice. It was to late for him he had made his Hell and now he was gonna live thru it untill he died he would happily see Cas every time he shut his eyes this was all he deserved of the Angle of Thursday. Hell he never deserved Cas and secretly thanked Cas's asshole of a Father for giving him Cas for even a temporary length of time. Rubbing a large hang over his worn face he felt much older then his 33 year old body actually was his mind stuck on his Angel best friend. All he had was Sammy and Bobby now they were all that was left of the people Dean Winchester called family.

Dean heard the phone ring behind him and Bobby speaking to someone on the other line Dean shifted and stretched knowing what came next.

"Got you a game Igjit outside Omaha, Nebraska possible Demon get the moose and get your asses there." Bobby yelled from the office.

"Got it Bobby were gone be back in a few weeks call you when we get there." He yelled back walking to the coat tree pulling off his leather coat and pulling out the keys to his baby walking out of the house and pulling open the door to the old girl. He patted her cab top and sat himself in his seat started her up and left Bobby's to go peel his little brother away from the library. Given the choice Dean would rather fight a Lavaithain by himself then try and drag Sammy out of the library but unfortunately he didn't have much choice. It was gonna be one of those days he just had a feeling...

He woke feeling his grace intact feeling himself in a vessel, his vessel, Jimmy's body, the warm light behind his eyelids beckoned him to open his tired eyes. He did looking up at his elder brother's Michael stood recreating faithful Jimmy's body his glance strayed to Gabriel who smiled brightly joker alive and well the thought brought Castiel happiness Sam Winchester would be thrilled to have the jokester back.

"Brother you are awake welcome back" Michael smiled fondly Castiel sat up slowly.

"I was no more Michael why bring me back." Castiel spoke voice wobbling and stiff.

"Lets just say there are two brothers causing the angels who replaced us nothing but headaches seems were the only ones who care about them enough to not smite them Cassy." Gabriel's voice bounced happily at seeing his favorite little brother alive and well.

"You have a choice Castiel you can return to sleep or go to earth and stay with the Winchester's, I'm in charge now and you deserve a brake." Michael's voice was soft reminiscent of Castiels youth when he would ask his brother questions.

"I could have Dean?" He asked bluntly Castiel never changes (much).

"If that's what you chose little brother then yes. You are free to do whatever you want Castiel. I'm taking over heaven you were right little brother things need to change for the better we need to start caring about Earth and the humans father created. Thank you for helping me to see that Father would have wanted to protect them." Michael smiled and received a big grin from the small angel Castiel's smiles were rare Michael wished he could package Castiel's smiles and keep them but they didn't belong to him his Father had made his wishes clear. Castiel loved Dean, Dean loved Castiel they deserved the chance they were never given the chance to be happy together.

"Yes brother I want to go home to Dean, Sam and Bobby. But this body is Jimmy he should have it he sacrificed enough for Father." Castiel replied Gabriel and Michael smiled

"Actually little brother this is the body I crafted for you its similar to Jimmy's features are softer younger but similar you could pass for his younger brother Jimmy is happily home with his family in his newly healed body. Dean and Sam will know its you don't fret Castiel." Michael replied and earned himself a hug Castiel had flung himself on his older brother sobbing it was short lived but Michael was happy he could make his little brother who had fallen just to do what he thought was right.

"My Own Body Thank You Michael!" Castiel stood slowly testing it out then glancing up at Gabriel. "Come on Gabe lets go home!" Castiel smiled holding out a hand to his brother who pooped a lollipop into existence holding it out to Michael who took it smiling. He grabbed Castiel's hand and they whooshed away to their humans. Leaving their oldest brother watching after them fondly. Michael unwrapped the lollipop and placed it in his mouth letting the sweet flavor surprise him.

Today was a good day to be Michael, he was home in heaven it was peaceful the humans were safer then they had been in decades, His two favorite little brothers were going to the people who loved and treasured them, He never had to listen to Dean Winchester's prayer's to and about Castiel again. The world was whole and full of a little more love proud of himself for the first time in centuries Michael started walking to his favorite garden enjoying the lollipop in his mouth.

Dean rubbed his left arm he had dislocated it ganking the demon Bobby had sent them after, He sat alone in the hotel room rubbing it while Sammy was at the store picking up some bandages he'd need to bind it to his side for a few days and wanted a shower before he had to endure that particular adventure. So far he had dragged his shirt over his head one armed and had toed his shoes off standing and kicking them off undoing his belt he groaned stiffly managing to get his pants unbuttoned them he didn't hear the sound of two angles arrive behind him over his cussing.

"Damn getting to damn old for this hunter business." Dean reached up rubbing his shoulder groaning. "Wish Sammy would hurry up and get back to set this damn shoulder." He muttered unaware he had two angel's starring at his back he didn't know the angel's were starring at the new tattoo on his back one Sammy hadn't even seen CASTIEL's name in beautiful signet letters spread across his back shoulder to shoulder. He heard a loud gasp behind him he turned around expecting Sammy what he saw was a young blue eyed man crying and standing next to him was Gabriel.

"Uh Hey Dean-o uh were back as you can see alive and kicking you and Cassy here have much to talk about I'm going to go find Sammy." The Archangel waved and poped out leaving Dean and the young Angel? Wait did Gabriel say Cassy Gabriel only called one person Cassy much to that angel's anger. Dean looked down into unnatural blue eyes those eyes the very same that haunted him he fell to his knees in front of the young angel.

"Cas? Castiel?" Dean asked tentatively reverently saying his angel's name kneeling infront of this younger version of Jimmy Novak. The blue eyed cutie nodded and dean felt it the tug at his soul and he knew his Angel was back.

"Dean." Was all said angel could manage between sobbes then finally. "My name you have my name why?" Castiel looked down at the hunter kneeled before him.

"So I wouldn't forget whom I belonged to heart body and soul, so no woman would ever try me again I belong fully to you. My angel who raised me from Perdition. I wanted something permanent to honor the being whom I owed so much to your hand print has faded so much I wanted something that would never fade I would have carved it into my bones if I could but had to settle for this. I loved you to much to let you go i didn't realize it until you were dead and now you've come to take me with you my love I'm ready to die I'm glad he sent you to do it." Dean gazed up at blue eyes and smiled his worn body feeling lighter then it had in years he had his confession and now he could die and be with his Angel in heaven. A small warm hand touched his hurt shoulder just over the hand print amazingly it still fit perfect even thou Cas was no longer in Jimmy's body Dean had always secretly thought it wasn't about Cas's containers hand but was a reflection of his real hand, and now he found out he was right it didn't matter what container Cas was in the hand would always match perfectly Like Cinderella's slipper He smiled welcoming the death he would be given.

"No Dean I'm not here to take your life I'm here to share it with you." Castiel smiled at the things Dean was thinking it made him realize he already knew how much Dean loved him he was just to afraid to show it.

"Share it? What do you mean Cas?" He rose from his knees and stood he was several inches taller then Cas now this new vessel was so small too thin softer leaner more of how dean always pictured the real Cas looking.

"I'm home Dean I'm staying for good I'm alive Michael made me this body to live in. So I could come home to you." Cas smiled up at Dean he kinda liked being a little shorter it made Dean's eyes look down at him and see his new body in the green orbs he still resembled Jimmy but it was as Michael said younger cleaner looking smooth cheeks soft dark hair same smile just younger looking . When Castiel said home he had come home to Dean, Dean Winchester did something he would never regret doing he curled his finger's around Castiel's chin and Kissed the surprisingly soft lips softly an sweet knowing Cas was a virgin he'd savor every Kiss every touch he'd love his Angel fully give him everything he deserved and Cas deserved Dean at his oohwey gooey musingly sweetest. He reluctantly pulled out of the most perfect kiss he had ever given or received and looked down into bright blue orbs.

"Marry me Cas?" Dean asked softly knowing it was do or die better late then never and every other cliche in the book.

"Bout time you asked me you stupid Hunter." Cas smirked his adorable smirk and Dean was a goner again...

This was just a little fun may add more later but i just had to get this first bit out its been in my brain for weeks and it was making me crazy hope you liked its not much but it was cute in my head.

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