chapter#1: don't move
Bella
i sat writing in my journal. Its the only way i had to express my feelings about missing Edward after 3 years i still had not gotten over him. But i was engaged to Jake now god how he had changed since he had become a werewolf. We lived in la push in his dads house his dad having passed away last year. I loved Jake but not how he wanted me too. I only excepted the engagement cause he would have killed me if i hadn't. Bang! Oh no Jake was home from his meeting with SAM and from the slam of the door i could tell it dint go well. I jumped up stashing my journal inside a crack under the bed in the floorboard. Just as he came banging into the room. His breath was heavy with the smell of boos."What the hell do you think your doing?" he snapped at me. "i was..." i began but a sharp blow to my face shut me up sending me into a heap onto the bed.
"Did i say you could fucking talk?" he spat at me. "No..Jake i..i..im sorry" i stuttered.
Jake walked over pushing me down holding my hands above my head. "No...no Jake please no." Jake looked livid. "I dint ask for your opinion now did i?" "Please Jake" i said trying to squirm out of his grasp, that earned me a punch in the mouth. Jake let my hands go. My hands went to my mouth i could taste the blood. I knew there was no since in fighting it cause if i did Jake would just beat me to a pulp in his drive to get some. "Now your going to behave arnt you?" Jake sneered. I just nodded my head tears streaming down my face as Jake ripped my clothes from me. And taking his sweat pants off. He slammed into me hard a sob escaping my lips. He smiled he loved when i was in pain. He kept slamming into me with all his strengh i could tell he was ripping me again but if i said anything he would explode. So i just kept my hands tightly over my mouth. Tears coming down like rain. When he was done he got up pulling his pants up. " I cant wait to have you round with my child again" He said rubbing my stomach. And walking from the room. I had been pregnant by him last year before his father died but when his father passed he went into a rage throwing me into walls kicking and punching me. I had lost our daughter at 7months pregnant and i vowed never to have that happen again so I was now on birth control not to his knowledge. I walked into the kitchen starting dinner for him. He came up behind me grabbing my shoulder an squeezing making me flinch. "don't worry about dinner im going out with the guys tonight" he said. " oh...OK" i replied. He eyed me with suspicion. Last time he had left me alone i had tried to run away he caught me, beating me so bad i was in the hospital for a week. Just then he grabbed the phone quickly dialing a number it rang twice when a deep male voice answered. "Hey SAM" Jake said into the receiver. "Ya im still on for tonight"..."hey man can you have Emily come babysit Bella?"..." K thanks man" he hung up the receiver. I gave him an innocent look as he turned around cursing him in my head with every filthy word known to man. "Emily will be here in ten minutes i will leave when she gets here so nothing funny got it bitch?" He said grabbing my hair."Yes" i replied.
Edward
I sat in my room in the rocking chair esme had gotten me to remind me of my love. I had not seen Bella in three years and it broke my heart everyday. I froze as i heard a sob come from downstairs and my beautiful bellas name coming from alices mouth. I rushed down stairs to see Alice starring into space sitting on the couch everyone standing around her. I pushed my father away so i could get to her shaking her "What is it Alice?" I shook her more roughly "Dam it Alice" Three firm male hands drug me away from her. Alice came back into reality. "Bella..." she said again looking as if she would cry if she could. "What Alice, what about Bella" I screamed at her still held back by my father an brothers. Alice looked at me. "She's with sams Emily..I can see her now she is crying and and..." She couldn't continue but i saw it in her head. Bella was sitting on the floor by Emily but she wasn't my beautiful Bella she was bruised and battered a cut down the middle of her lip her left eye swollen shut. "What the fuck!" I screamed making my hole family jump from my outburst. " Who?" I asked her. Her hands covered her face "Jacob black" was all she said falling in a heap onto the couch. Jasper rushed to Alice looking confused i felt a wave of calm go through the room. "OK someone fucking explain" Emmett barked. I looked at him then at Alice finally settling my gaze on esme and Carlisle. Carlisles hand reached to my shoulder. "What is it son?" he asked. My face was frozen i dint know what to say. Esme came up sitting me onto the chair sitting herself onto the arm. I shook my head trying to get the picture of my broken Bella out of my head. "Its OK dear tell us" esme whisper. I looked up to her "its Bella" I stated. "I think we got that part" Emmett chuckled. I went to get up i wanted to smack the shit out of Emmett but i was being held back by Carlisle,rose and esme. "Shut the fuck up an ill fucking tell you" I snapped at him.
Emmett looked down. But Alice was the one to answer. "Bella's hurt badly" she whisper " he beat her and and... raped her." It was Emmett turn to look angry "WHO?" he shouted. "Jacob black" i answered. I looked around at my family Alice was back into a sobbing heap on the couch jasper rubbing her back but looking to stunned to do anything else. Emmett was clenching his fists Rose trying to calm him down but looking upset as well. But the faces that shocked me were my parents i had never seen them so angry. " Where is she?" carlisle asked. "In la push she is living with Jacob there there...engaged" Alice answered. my heart broke a little more if that were even possible this man ,this kid had been given the greatest gift. My angel, an he chose to abuse her what the hell was he thinking. "We have to go help her." jasper said. I looked at him wanting the same thing. " But the treaty.." carlisle started, "FUCK THE DAM TREATY" Emmett yelled. Alice gasped before any of us could respond to Emmett. " She's running away tonight...i see her on the road heading out of forks...then..." Alice stopped sobbing again. I broke away from my family again to shake her once more. "What Alice? then what dammit?" i yelled. " It goes black" she said through a sob. I jumped up along with all the guys an we ran to carlisles car. We lived in Seattle now it would be a bit of a drive but alices vision was when it was dark we still had about an hour tell the sun completely set.
Bella
Jake pulled my hair kissing me hard. Then pushing me into the counter where i hit my left eye. Running out the door when Emily entered he said "Ill be back around 10". I slumped to the floor sobbing hard. Emily's gentle hand brushed my hair out of my face an gasped at the extent of the damage. "He's gone little one" Emily said soothingly. I lifted my head looking her full in the face she sniffled another gasp. "Why do you stay Bella?" she asked wiping a tear from my face. I looked at her like she had just asked the dumbest question know to man. "You know why i stay" i quipped back at her. She nodded then something dawned across her face. " Its 7 pm Bella" she said with a slight smile playing on her face. "Thanks for the time" i sneered getting up to go lay on mine an jakes bed pushing my head into the pillow and screaming. Emily sat beside me rubbing gentle circles on my back, i flinched from the bruise Jake had left under my right shoulder. "He's going to end up killing you" Emily whisper. "So!" i snapped looking back up at her "Whats it matter to you" i dint care if i upset her i was to pist off to give a shit. "Bella your family to me ,like a sister.." she started, i opened my mouth to make a rude comment but she put her hand up to tell me to let her finish. "like i said Bella your like my sister i care about you an Jake dousnt deserve you." She took a deep breath to continue " Why i was telling you the time is because Jake wont be home entail ten." she smiled at me edging me to understand. I looked at her with confused eyes. "Jeez Bella you have to leave." she snapped standing up "now im going to take a hot bath for a few hours because you are asleep" she winked at me. Comprehension finally dawned on my face. I did need to leave i Have wanted to for over a year now but Jake would never let me an charlie had moved in with sue so i had no place to go. She smiled. "Leave Washington Bella get the hell out of here i love you" she said wrapping me into a gentle hug and walking out of the room into the bathroom shutting the door. I sat there stunned for a minute. Then making my decision i jumped up taken my back pack from under the bed throwing random clothes in it. And running out the front door, I kept running tell i was out of la push stopping to check my watch it was 8pm so i kept running it would be dark in 30 mins to an hour i had to keep running, i tripped often scraping my knee and my palms but i got up and kept just running tell I couldn't breath i started walking when i was on the forest road out of forks. wrapping my arms around my chest i was freezing and trying to keep myself together the hold in my chest from Edward was hurting like hell.
"Oh Edward i wish you were here..." Just then something jumped out of the trees and into me knocking me to the ground. I glanced up Jake was on top of me with a large pocket knife in his hand. "..You?" he asked a punch hitting me in my stomach every time he spoke a word. tears streamed down my face. "So you wish that filthy bloodsucker was here huh?" he asked slapping me across the face. "yes" i stated matter of factually. That earned me another blow to the stomach counseling me to spit blood up. " Well maybe this will teach you." He snarled just as he said that many things happened at once. A car skidded to a halt about 20 feet in front of us, the pocket knife jammed in my stomach and Jake took off. That's when everything went black. With the voice i had missed for 3 years calling my name. I was dead an i knew it.
Edward
We sped down the road at 110mph it still wasn't fast enough. Darkness fell once we reached the border line saying we were now in forks. My phone wrang it was Alice i picked it up quickly (what could have gone wrong now?) "Edward he's gonna kill her if you don't get to her fast!" Alice said panicked. Carlisle heard and sped up. Not even 10 seconds later we came to a stop 20 feet in front of two figures. It was Bella she was laying on the ground and Jacob was punching her. He had a silver object in his hand. "NO!" carlisle, me ,jasper and Emmett all yelled unison. Jumping outa the car just as the silver blade punctured her skin. And he took off. "BELLA!" i screamed. no, no please not my Bella. I ran over to her placing my hand over the wound in her stomach. Carlisle, jasper and Emmett came to Bella's side. Carlisle leaning down his medical training kicking in. But i wouldn't move i growled at him when he tryed to touch my Bella.. Carlisle gave me a sympathetic look. I slowly moved my hand the sleeve of my white shirt covered in Bella's blood if i could have cried i would be covered in tears. Carlile tore Bella shirt off it made me jump at him. I was gonna tear his throught out. Jasper and Emmett grabbed me from behind. Carlisle not even looking at me. " She's losingto much blood she is going to die if we don't work fast" carlisle wisperd. I fell to my knee's."change her!" Emmett bellowed. I gave him a filthy look before looking back at carlisle. "Will she make it to the hospital?" i asked. Carlisle looked at me gravely.