To my Darling Readers,

I must say, this story has just came to me. While I'm still working on A Second Chance, I've really needed to write this story. It isn't just Malec, though there will be alot of my favorite two boys. 3 This will have Clace, and Izzy with a secret someone aswell. There will be Sebastian/Alec and it won't be very pretty... (Why Sebastian? He fits the emotions, of being messed up in the head as he is)

Now for warnings, This is an Angst fic, and It will eventually go to rating of M. It will have:

MalexMale Pairings
FemalexFemale Pairing
Abuse
Non-con Sex
Swearing, alot of it.
Self-harm
Attempts of suicide

I really hope you enjoy. Remember to leave reviews my Darlings. 3

The scenery began to blend as the hours went by on the road. Driving from California to New York will do that. They were already in the Midwest when Maryse two children in the back finally calmed down the bickering. Now just a soft silence filled the car. She never thought she would see the day where she would move back to Manhattan, New York, but when her daughter came to her room last week with black tear stained cheeks and red rimmed eyes she knew something was wrong in California.

Flashback

"M...M…mom?" The quiet voice called out from the other side of the master bedroom in the four room house, Maryse was slightly worried, none of her children really came to her anymore, especially her strong independent 16 year old daughter Isabelle. "C…can I come in?" When she opened the door, more worry filled her face as she saw the tears that filled her little girl's face. "Honey, what's wrong? What happened?"

Ushering her daughter into her room, she watched Isabelle look around outside of the door before closing it. "We... We need to get away from here, far away. California isn't good for us anymore… I...I messed up. It isn't good for Alec. He needs to get away." She clung tightly as the small frame in her arms began to shake as small wails came from it. Watching her daughter break down and cry she knew something was terribly wrong. She knew Isabelle was incredibly protective of her older brother, but nothing usually made her cry like that. Maryse needed to know what kind of trouble her baby boy was in. "Isabelle, what's wrong? What did you mess up with? What's happening with Alexander?"

"You know Alec's boyfriend?" Maryse nodded, she knew of the slightly older blonde haired boy that her son had been with for the past three years. She remembered the first day she met him she wanted to cry and thank the boy, if it wasn't for him, she didn't know where Alexander would have been. He was in a rough place with his life and that boy gave some slight spark into her son's eyes, well in the beginning he did. She knew something changed after the first year, but she didn't dwell just for the fact whenever she asked her son would push her away, closing himself from the world. "Well… He's..." Maryse's phone let out a shrilling ring, cutting Isabelle off from her speaking. Putting up a finger for just a quick moment, she grabbed her phone, answering the unknown number that was calling.

"Maryse Trueblood speaking, how may I help you?"

"Ms. Trueblood, this is the Oceanside Hospital calling about your son Alexander Lightwood. It seems there was an accident and we need you to come into the ER."

The lady on the phone never heard a reply, only of the sound of the phone hitting the floor.

End Flashback

"Just think kids. We're going to be going to be living in a much bigger place this time around. The institute is up there, and they have an amazing school program. You'll be able to join the fashion program Isabelle, and Jace they have a wide collection of sport teams you can join." She knew the kids would like the school, she picked it specifically so they could join everything their hearts desired. Maryse lived for her kids, all she wanted in the world was for them to be happy. She tried so hard, even though it always seemed that she was failing her eldest one, "And Alexander, this school has one of the top ranking Archery programs. I thought with a new place, maybe you could try it again." Her smile fell from the few words that were whispered from the black haired teen that was sitting up in the passenger seat, "I don't do Archery."

"But you used to love it Alec, It used to be your world, your passion…" Maryse gazes over to her eldest son as she parked the car at a rest stop to stretch their legs. "You can always try again Alec. It's been going on almost five years…" She said quietly as he walked out of the car, ending the conversation. Maryse heard slight sniffles from Isabelle in the back. Slowly turning, she looked at her other son who had worry written all over his face, even though his pride would never let him admit it to her. "Jace," Her golden haired boy of 16 looked up away from his sister, taking his hand rubbing soothing circles on her back, trying to calm his sister down. "Can you check on your brother? I know he doesn't want to talk to me right at the moment. I'll take care of your sister."

"Of course mum," Her golden boy walked out of the car following his brother into the rest stop as Maryse got out of the car, opening the door for her daughter, "Here, why don't we get some ice cream." Her daughter nodded lightly as she stepped out of the car, "Mom, is Alec going to be okay this time?"

"I sure hope so darling. This is a new start for us all, even if it won't be a new place." She gave a reassuring smile to Isabelle as they walked into the small rest stop. Maryse truly hoped this is what her son needed, to get away from the horrifying memories he endured from California. She knew this was his last chance for help, because one more terrible push would send her son to a place where no one would be able to save him.

.:*~Moving~*:.

Jace pushed the doors of the men's bathroom open, knowing Alexander would be in there, it was the only place their mother couldn't get to him at. Sure enough, his brother of 8 years was in there, standing in front of the grungy mirror, staring at his reflection. Bright blue eyes, filled with torment, sadness and slight fear, just stared. Alec looked like he was trapped in his thoughts or not acknowledging his brothers presence. Jace took in what he saw. It still panged his heart from what his brother had to go through. Knowing fully well what caused the purplish hand-like bruises that peeked out from his collar of his ratty sweater. He must have washed off the makeup that their sister put on to cover them. He looked down to Alec's hands that were clenching the edge of the sink, noticing the phone that was in his hand. Walking up, Jace slide his hand over his brothers, breaking Alec away from any thoughts he was trapped in.

"Alec, let me see your phone," Jace said calmly, as if he was trying to soothe a cornered animal. Slowly he pulled the phone out of Alec's hand, looking to see what his brother was looking at. 46 missed calls, and 12 texts.

'Baby, I'm sorry… I didn't mean too. Please call me.'

'Alec, I'm worried, you aren't answering me.'

'Please call me. I'm coming over.'

'Alexander, I said I was Fucking Sorry! Now stop pouting and talk to me.'

'Where the fuck are you? I swear to god Alec.'

'Baby… I thought you loved me… You promised. Now where are you?'

'Alexander Gideon Lightwood, it feels like forever… why won't you talk to me?'

'Remember who saved you three years ago? Remember, you promised me the world, you promised me your love…'

'If you don't answer me soon Alexander. I swear. I will find you, and it won't be pretty.'

'You know what happens when you run Alec.'

'Alexander…'

''I thought you knew better. Maybe when I find you, and I will find you, you will learn who you belong too… That is if you survive this time.'

"Alec, how long has he been like this?" Jace stared at the phone, slightly angry that his brother has been going through something like this without telling him. He knew something was up with his boyfriend, but he didn't know the extent until Isabelle told him a week ago, when they were at the hospital. He looked up to Alec as his brother finally spoke. "Two years, he's wasn't like this when we met… And he doesn't mean it most of the time… He's just mad is all. He'll calm down when I answer."

"Alec, look at me. You're not answering. Not this time," He stared into the blue eyes of his brother as his hand flew towards the wall releasing the phone, letting it shatter against the wall. Pulling his taller brother into a tight hug he spoke to Alec "This is a new start for you Alexander. You can't go through this anymore. No more Sebastian Verlac. We won't let you be chained to him anymore. I promise, Mom, Izzy, Me, we won't let him get to you."

For the first time in a long time, Jace saw the fear that filled his brother's eyes turn into hope. He smiled as a small smile graced Alec's face. The two boys left the bathroom, not worrying about the mess of a phone that was littering the ground. Jace pulled Alec over towards their mother, smiling more as he sees a smile grace her face, "Hey mum, Alec's going to need a new phone… And a new number."

With that, the new start for Alexander Lightwood was about to unfold. But not everything is rays of sunshine, especially when the past you are leaving, is determined to haunt you.

Final Words of Wisdom

Now I hope you enjoyed the start of this story. It will get graphic in the future. Please Review... I love reviews, So does my cat. So if not for me, please leave review for little Anastasia. I love you all.

**1/13/14 Update.

Please Notice up top that there will be no more Simon/Izzy pairing. I was trying to write simon into this as a bigger character, but I couldn't. Besides, Isabelle ends up with someone even better. It makes a completely better storyline this way.