I seriously need to daydream in math class instead of write like normal people do I use up way to much paper and I have so little in my binder tear it's so sad. For all you who care me own nothing

In my head

I write a list to myself

Of all the people

I have wronged

Of all the people

I have killed

Of all the words I wish

I'd never said

Of the words I've never said

Of all the things I'd wish I'd never done

Like trusting my father

Like killing the one person who seemed to care about me

There are so many things I wish

I wish I'd never done

This list in my head keeps growing

I keep making mistakes

When will I learn to not hurt anyone?

When will I learn to care about myself?

There is a pain that I constantly feel

Growing in my heart

And this list is proof

I'm responsible for my own misery

In my head I write a list

A list to myself

Of all the pain in my heart

AMVs inspire me they really do I've been crying at them and laughing my ass off at them for a while I swear YouTube is like a drug I can't quit it please review people it does my mind good to know people care about or at least read what I write. Just push the button I know you can do it