I didn't know how to stop it. And I rushed into it, thinking I could still be their hero. I guess I was a bigger idiot than I thought. And now everything is gone... It's all gone. I tried to do it quickly, and quietly, but I was too scared, so I screamed, and it hurt. It hurt more than I thought it would, but it was gone just as swiftly, and I was left here, watching, just watching, and waiting for someone to come. They won't. No-one will ever come here for me. I'm alone now, always.
Haruka and Takane... what will happen to them? They'll die. they'll die and they won't come back, and it's all my fault. They didn't deserve this, I should have been the one in their place. I hope they forgive me now... for what I have done to them. I was far too stupid to think I could do this, my big heroic plan has failed.
Kido, Seto, Kano... Will you hate me? I only did it to help you and my friends. I'm sorry, you'll all be alone again, won't you? Kido, please try to get along with Kano... He's not that bad. Seto, Please try to be stronger, I know one day you'll be the strongest of you all. Try to remember the fun we had, and cherish it in your hearts. Thank you for everything.
Shintaro... You'll hate me for leaving you, or will you be okay with it? Will you have any reaction at all? You were always so smart... thank you for trying to teach an idiot like me, it made me happy for a while. I'm sorry I had to leave you, you won't understand why I did it, you'll never understand. I think that's what hurts the most, that I had to leave you. Shintaro, I loved the way you smiled, because it was so rare. I loved the why you were so awkward. I loved... you. I loved you Shintaro, and now I won't ever be able to tell you. It's all gone.
I must be such an idiot, leaving everyone. I thought I could do it right, but i hurried into it. Maybe I should have just told them, if I could have just said something, maybe I could have been saved, Haruka and Takane... they could have been saved. But now it's gone, and I'm left here, alone. Alone... forever. I'll never hear them laugh again. I'll never see you work so hard for Haruka again. I'll never be able to help you, Shintaro. I'm sorry everyone, I left you all alone. I'm an fool!
"I'm Such an Idiot!" even saying it now, it's not helping. I'm sorry... I'm so sorry...
"Ayano?" I turned around and there you were. Your red jersey, your face was smiling, and you were crying, just like I was.
Ahh, Maybe there's hope after all...
This, This is what happens when you listen too Ayano's theory of happiness then transparent answer. This is Ayano being sad after dying and her solitude lasted for like, 2 years before Shintaro shows up. then she's all happy! so it's not all bad! I hope you enjoyed and please review! Thank you!