Disclaimer: I don't own these characters. Sunrise does. So don't sue me.

A/N: Um...yeah. This contains unrequited girlxgirl love, Shizuru x Natsuki to be exact. No like, no read. Please don't review saying "EWWW YOU SHOULD'VE WARNED ME!" because this is your warning.


the soft sound of

raindrops seeped into my

tear-soaked dreams

quiet storm sounds surround me

ghost fingers tapping at my window

3:01 AM

and still no reprieve from the pain

open my russet eyes to

stare dully at the shadows

flickering across the ceiling in

reflections of the rain hitting

my window to the outside world

to reality

those green eyes...

they haunt me they always will

pure and cold.

the most beautiful green,

jade forest viridian

verdigris emerald acidic

green.

the color of beauty.

the color of my pain.

long cobalt strands of

her hair shimmering

through my fingers

just past my fingertips she's

drifting away

I love her I'm

losing her.

I curl up on my side and sob bitterly.

she doesn't love me.

that thought echoes eternally in my mind,

etching itself on the inside of my skull.

but I'll always love her.