I was sitting in the back of the ambulance getting hooked up to millions of machines and all kinds of IVs in my arms I was watching the EMT worker do his job then I looked at emmett who was smiling at me weakly I sighed and looked out the window it was so beautiful out tonight there are fireflies everywhere and it looks so pretty I want to be out enjoying it and not in this ambulance and most certainly not throwing up
EMT Worker: how are you feeling
Esra: still sick sir
he nodded and gave me a shot in the iv it was phinigrin I know because it burned I have had a shot like it before I was staring out the window longing to be outside laying in the grass somewhere with emmett beside me looking at the fireflies and stars with me when we pulled up in the parking lot of the hospital